Delicate

Chapter 4

Fourth pov

I sat down on the floor with my legs crossed staring up at him as he sniffs his slightly red and puffy eyes peered down on me with his emotions being on display while I stare at him with one I could also see in his eyes. Sadness

We were at a park with no one in sight he was sitting on a bench while I was on the floor facing him wanting to see all of him as I stay restless not knowing what to do to stop the tears coming from his eyes I use all my strength to keep my hand on my lap as I watch one roll down his cheeks he wipes it thankfully cause I would have done it myself any moment longer

"Stop staring at me...." He says as I felt my cheeks heating his voice sending pleasure flooding my veins sounding way deep than the last time I heard it. The loud, outspoken tone I once know replace by a deep, low voice that sends shivers up my spine. He'd grow taller,he's back a little broader and his hair more longer that fit his handsome looking face

"Sorry..."I mutter still not looking away from him as he chuckles slightly shaking his head. I still can't believe this is happening this is real

He's right in front of me not a hallucination not a dream not when his unconscious. Reality,he is alive he's staring at me with those eyes I missed and prayed to see again for the past three years whoever was hearing I guess they really answers

I went to the hospital he was staying to check on him like I always did and he wasn't there I thought I had lost him again I immediately went looking for them after asking the nurse who told me they just left few minutes ago and was surprised to see him walking  like he had no direction with so much emotion on his face staggering on his way

"Fourth...." He says after a while making my heart beat races in fear as my eyes widen. Does he remember

No.... please I just met him

My eyes searches his face expecting to see hatred, resentment like the last time but he just smiles weakly

"I can only remember a bit about us....."he says gesturing with his fingers "let's say when we first met....our first kiss or I think it was and some bit" he says scratching his head "We were together...like dating together?"

"Yes" I say smiling a little wrapping my legs between my body "we were dating" I mutter trying not to remember the aftermath

"So..I'm bi?" He asks himself seeming confused making me frown in surprise

"You like girls?" My mouth open before I could stop it staring at him with knitted brows. He made me gay

"I didn't?" He asks genuinely shocked Before shaking his head dismissively "forget about that....what happened between us...why did we break up?"

My heart beats faster instantly in panic as it bangs against my chest while he stares at me in anticipation waiting for the answer I was too scared to say. I open my month to speak but couldn't form words

"Are you worried I may remember?" He came forward narrowing his eyes at me while I move back a little from the proximity as I stay silent not denying "Don't worry about that my stupid head's too weak for any flashback...." He trails moving back making me frown in confusion what does he mean "but who was at fault you or me?" He asks before I could say anything

"Secrets...."I mumble honestly as he stares at me his dark orbs searching my face with me being grateful he didn't ask any further. I felt my heart flutter and my cheeks heating from the feeling of his eyes on me that made my stomach swirl as I gulp clearing my throat. What's this sudden reaction

Not now fourth

"At least it's not cheating" he shrugs not noticing the effect he had on me as I rub my cheeks "Wait...are you blushing?" He asks in amazement coming a little too close to my face as my heart flutter momentarily