chapter 16 ~ my past

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"Sit" he demands, I go and sit in his car without saying anything

He comes and takes a seat a few minutes later, we don't say anything for a while, and then I decided to ask

"Is it okay to smoke" he rolls down the window

"It's good to smoke after it, right?" He questions

What does he mean, and why does he sound so mad at me

"Do you usually do it with every target" he asks, he's noticeably angry

And that makes me angry

"What do you mean" I ask as I blow the smoke

"Sleep with your fucking enemies" he attacked with his words

"What, where did you get that from" I ask being angry

"Oh please Cordelia" does he know?

Did he find out about my past

That can't be right, there are only few people that know about this

Nate nor Naya would say a word, could it be mason?

It totally could be

God, I'm panicking, I didn't want anyone to know about it

"Who told you about it" I ask, having glossy eyes

His eyes widened "ah, so it is true" he smiles, but it's a smile of a disappointment

God, I can't believe he knows

"It's not like that" I try to explain, but he cuts me off every time

"Don't even try"

"Everett i-"

"Don't call me by that name" he said what

"What why" and second I know he stopped the car

"We're here, you go first" he stares

I don't say a thing, I got out and quickly go to my room.

I sit in front of a window and smoke the hell out of the pack

I feel tears fall down my cheek, it's not like I wanted to right

I put my head on my hand, with was out of the window holding a cigarette

I hear a knock "yes" I answer

"Are you okay" I hear Samuel's voice

"Yeah I'm fine" I say

"I made some dessert, I don't want to eat alone"

"I'll be there in a minute" I say and go to the restroom that is in my room, wash my face and change into something more comfortable and go to him

"Hey" I smile

"Hey" he smiles back

"When did you make it" I ask him, he usually doesn't do desserts

"I saw you come in mad an hour ago, so I had some time" he said

"You made it for me" I ask, he nods "thank you" I hug him

"You're welcome" he takes out the spoon and we dig in

It's a chocolate

"It's so good, what is it" I ask

"Chocolate cheesecake bars"

"Whatever that is, it's good" I say and sniff,

"Hey are you okay" he asks softly

"Yeah I'm fine, sorry about the sniff I didn't catch any cold or anything don't worry"

"No, it's just that your eyes and nose are red, so I thought you were upset about something" he said

"Oh, don't worry, I'm fine" I smile

"Okay, if you want to talk just tell me, I can keep secrets real good" he assures me

"I'll keep that in mind" I smile and continue to eat whatever deliciousness he made.

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