something is happening I am back to the place where it all begin and where it all ended I'm standing in a building as I look at Fyodor
He can't see me though and behind him as his peacefully looking at the board where is filled with pictures of me he loudly yelled 'where the fuck is she'
Behind you that's were I am
Suddenly someone come in and Fyodor asks 'did you find her' the man shook his head and Fyodor pointed gun towards him but before he could shoot him I did and another bullet through his hand
he suddenly looks at me, his blue eyes starting into mine
"my girl" why does it feel like i already know what he'll say in the future, is this deja vu?
he may be 40 pulse but he always took care of himself, eats healthy and all that
"my little doll came back to me"
"I'm no longer little, no longer helpless, no longer weak should i continue?" i question
"once a whore always a whore" he chuckles "and we both know it's the truth"
"being forced and raped doesn't mean being a whore" i yell but i then realized that's what he wants, he want's me angry
he want's to distract me from when he pulls out his gun, i avoid his bullets as i roll over the side
"you can't avoid me forever doll, don't you know gun is stronger then fist"
"but bomb is stronger then gun" i state
"what"
"but the gun down and fight me or I'll blow this place with me in it" if it means to die knowing he'll die too, I'm okay with it
i hear the gun slides forward, i come out and see he has nothing in his hands, i walk towards him and stand there staring at him, he is the reason why all of this happened, he did all of this to me and he'll pay
"missed taste of me" he questions and i make my first punch, he avoids it by holding me hand but that's what i needed
i jump and my leg hits his throat, but i know it's not enough, but it's good enough for him to stop breathing for a minute and lose balance, which gives me the chance to hit him between his legs and make him fall
i fall with him "you bitch, who do you think you are"
"i am Cordelia fucking Esmaray" that was the last thing i said before poking his eyes out, after that it was easy he was dead, dead?
i killed him?
'aurora' who is calling me
'aurora' i look behind me but no on is to be seen
'aurora' i look at Fyodor and see his bloody eyes wide open as he screams my name
"AAAAAAAA" i yell
"it's okay, you fine" i look around and see lee, i breathe heavily, I'm sweating, my throat feels dry
"do you want water?" he asks and i nod
he goes to grab me some water and comes back in no time "here, drink slowly" i drink it
and then sigh "what happened" he asks
"just a nightmare, it's fine, I'm okay" i shook my head
"you're not, you shaking" i look at my hands and he's right, i am shaking
the dream felt so real, i hate it
i want to be comforted
"let me" i look at him, did i just said it out loud?
"you don't have to, I'm fine"
"i want to, please, let me make something right" he begs and i nod
right now i don't have power to be strong, i want to feel warm, i want to forget how cruel world was to me, i want to forget it all
his hands tightens on my shoulders, i feel his breath on my face, he smells so good
"if you want to talk I'm here" he whispers
"don't let me get used to you" i whisper back
"why" he asks being concerned
"I'm tired of people leaving me Everett" i feel tear fall down my cheek "i don't want to feel pain anymore" i sob
" i want peaceful life, with no violence, just me and my partner, quietly and happy"
"it's okay" he rubs my back as i sob
"you will get whatever you want, i will make sure of it"
"Everett, tell me the truth" i look at him
"why are you doing this, is it guilt or because you have some sort of feeling for me" i need to know, i have to
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Cordelia
Romance2 years ago everything changed for her and now she's forced to hide from everyone, little did her roommates know who she actually is and what happened when one of the roommate turns out to be her enemy.
