Cordelia

chapter 47 ~ kill me

T.W mention of rape, torture, kinks and much more

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i wake up

every two hour or so i pass out and then wake up again, i haven't left the sex swing as long as i remember being here, i can't count how many people are here, how many man has taken their turn on me

i no longer feel anything, they have drenched me in so many and different drugs

i hate to open my eyes but it's worse to close them because i don't know what will they do the next, what will they use on me next

"wake up princess" i hear his voice, he was the first one who raped me, raped me till i bleed, raped me till i passed out

i stopped bagging them to stop, because i realized it only turned them on even more

"i haven't had you yet" he hasn't? did i mistake him to someone? i don't know no more

"don't look at me with those eyes, i have my preferences, wanna know what it is?" he questions "i enjoy sloppy second, and looking at you covered with other bastards cum makes me want to enjoy you all by myself"

"sorry to talk so much I'm just so exited, i never thought i would get the taste of Fyodor's favorite whore" he chuckles

he pulls out the knife, god not again

my legs are already spread as it has been for a while now, he makes cut on the cut where it already has been made, it hurts

i want it to end but i know it won't

he walks away and takes a cane, i think it's a beer, he drinks it as he's looking how blood keeps dripping from my inner thing

we takes something in his hand which turned out to be an axe, he pours rest of the beer on me and puts an axe on my neck

"after we're done, I'll send you to Greg, as a gift, soaked in sperm, blood, beer and much more" who's Greg

i think I'm passing out, i don't know if it's from exaction or lose of blood

"no no no, you aren't allowed to sleep princess" he sticks the needle in my neck "it'll kick in soon and you will crave dick more then ever"

it hurts, skin is ripping through my body

i am scared, tears fall down my cheek., i can no longer control it

i am not strong, i am nothing

god please please take me with you

i can't take this pain

i want my mother i want my brother and sister, i want them but all i get is unwanted touches

all my life i been getting unwanted touches, what have i done so wrong to deserve this

"you're doing good just like that princess" someone please kill me already

i don't have hope anyone will find me, maybe others already gave up after being harmed because of me, the have realized I'm not worth the pain

i was never worth anything back then and nor now

"buckle up princess, we're only just getting started, Greg isn't satisfied yet" who's Greg

god if you're real, please kill me.