Teri Mohabbat Mein

Part 46

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Sanskaar And Ragini looks at each other..

His eyes held lots of pain while her's nervousness..

She looks down to avoid looking at him and descend the stairs.. She moves past him towards the kitchen..

Sanskaar - Ab humaare beech naubat yeh aa gayi ki tumhe mujhse nazare churane ki koshish karni pade..??

Ragini pauses in her steps.. She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath..

Opening her eyes she turns to look at him..

Ragini - hum nazre chura nahi rahe the..

Sanakaar - Toh kya nazre bacha rahi thi..??

Ragini - Aisa kuch bhi nahi hai ..

Sanskaar - Toh phir kya baat hai..??Sab mujhse mile, kisine maafi maangi, kisine khushi jahir ki, kisine afsos jataya toh kisine himmat badhayi but tumne ek nazar tak nahi milayi.. Ek din ho gaye mujhe wapas aaye par tumne kuch nahi kaha mujhse.. Na pehle ilzaam lagaya aur na ab kuch kaha..

Ragini - Toh kya hi kehte hum..?? Boliye. Kya kehte hum..?? Aap par chillate..?? Ghussa karte..?? Kis haq se..?? Hume laga tha ki aapne humein dhokha diya hai toh hum kyu aapse sawaal jawaab karte?? Kyu humaari self respect ko daanv par lagaate jab aapne humein khud par koi haq hi nahi diya.. Aur humaare paas complain karne ko kuch tha nahi kyunki humaare paas jo hai usme bahut khush hai.. Bahut jyada khush.. Aur jab sach saamne aaya tab kya kehte..?? I m sorry..?? Nahi.. Hum yeh nahi keh sakte kyunki iss sab me humaari koi galti nahi hai....Ya phir aapse yeh kehte ki aapke saath no hua usse jaankar humein bad dukh hua.. Haa yeh hum keh sakte the but I dont think that is something you want to hear.. Not at this point..Am I right..??

Sanskaar looks away at this..

Ragini - hum kya aur kaise kahe aapse kuch bhi sanakaar..?? Kuch kehne ko hai hi nahi aur agar hai toh yeh nahi pata ki jahir kaise kare.. Maafi maangne k liye humne kuch galat kiya nahi,aapke liye bura feel kar k aapke jakhmo ko kuredna nahi chahte aur jo hua us kaa afsos hum jatayenge nahi kyunki humaare saath jo hua wo chahe galat ho ya na ho par uski wajah se jo hua usne humein humaari jindagi ki sabse badi khushi di hai..humein humaare laksh diye hai..

Sanskaar closes his eyes and clutches his hands feeling painful by her words..

Ragini - Hum bas ek cheez ki aapse maafi maang sakte hai.. I m sorry kyunki humaare paas aapse kehne ko ya aapke dene k liye kuch bhi nahi hai.. Na maafi, na dard aur na hi pyaar.. Aur sahanubhuti deke aapki insult hum karenge nahi..it would be just like scratching your wounds..So I m sorry..

She looks at him for a moment and then turns to go ..

Sanskaar - It hurts Ragini..

She stops hearing this and turns towards him..

Sanskaar - It really hurts.. Yeh sochkar ki jo khusiyaan meri thi wo achanak se aab mere haath se chut gayi.. I lost everything for no fault no mine.. It makes me so angry to not know the reason behind this.. J don't even understand what happened, why it all happened.. And it frustrates me a lot..

Ragini looks at him sadly feeling bad for him..

Ragini - I understand sanskaar.. Ek time tha jab hum bhi in sabse guzar rahe the... Even I wasn't understanding what happened.. What went wrong.. Bahut ghussa aata tha, bahut frustration hoti thi, hum yeh soch soch kar paagal ho rahe the what was my mistake..?? Khud m kho se gaye the hum.. Aur uss wajah se sabko bahut hurt bhi kiya humne.. Humaari berukhi se, humaare ghusse se..sab gharwalo ko aur sabse jyada laksh ko.. Wo bar baar sab kuch humaare liye karte gaye aur hum khud k dukh se hi bahar nahi aa paye..