He looked at the clear sky and smile at it with tears flowing down his cheeks.
Jk: I- I'm co-coming mom, d-dad... Co-coming *hiccups and stands on the very edge of that stone and then--*
?: THE FVCK ARE YOU GOING TO DO!! *someone pulled him by his arm from jumping*
Jk: LEAVE ME... LEAVE ME PLEASE... L-LEAVE M-ME... I WANT T-TO DIE... PL-EASE... *he was shouting and crying on top of his lungs* Pleaseee *crying like a maniac*
?: Stop crying... Stop crying... Stop stop... I'm here.. don't cry *the person said and hugged his shaking crying body tightly*
Jk: Pleaseee l-let me d-die.. I don't wa-nt t-to live in this wo-world... Pleaseee *crying with uneven breathes*
?: Sshhh... Sshhh... Don't say such things... Everything's going to be alright, ok? Everything! Just don't cry like this. Don't think of killing yourself, please. Sshhh *trying to calm him down while caressing his back*
Jk: W-why you ca-came here, M-mr Kim? Why? *hiccups* Y-you told m-me to go aw-ay from your s-sight, then w-why you ca-came here? *crying in his embrace* You don't want to s-see me, right? Y-you won't ev-ever from today on-onwards. Just let me die... Please.. PLEASEEE *shouts and his cry became more hard*
Tae: I'm sorry! I'm really sorry, Jungkook. Please don't do this. Please... Don't think of killing yourself, Jungkook. Please *hugging him more tightly*
Jk: W-why you di-didn't believe me, s-sir? Why? Trust m-me, I couldn't do an-anything at that moment. I was unable to m-move my useless body *hiccups* I was pu--
Tae: I know.. I know.. I know everything. I'm sorry, please. Don't do this, please. Please... Think about your granny. What would happen to her if she get to know about this? If you kill yourself then what would she do? Please.. don't do this.. please *caressing his back trying to make him calm*
Jk: *hiccups* I can't t-take this an-ymore... I'm so ti-tired of everything... I'm not good enough for anything.. *hiccups*
Tae: You are! Just don't think of that incident. It's over, stop thinking about that.
He stayed like that for few minutes hugging Jungkook tightly in his embrace.
Tae: Look at me.. Jungkook, look at me *he made him looks at him*
Jk: *hiccups*
Tae: Maybe I don't understand your situation, or I'm not trying to but trust me, I didn't want to do that. Maybe I don't feel what you are feeling but, you don't know anything what happened to me when I left you there all alone in that situation. Let me tell you something, ok?
Everyone think I'm perfect, that I have a perfect family, that I have good friends, but one thing is for sure! That's fvcking bullshit! My life is far from perfect. Everyone keeps saying "How can you not have a boyfriend? You are perfect. You are handsome, everyone wants you. You have got a good body. Blah blah blah" and yes, ofcourse I do! Because I know, what it's like to treated like shit. NO, I'm NOT perfect! Nothing about me is perfect. Not everyone wants me. I'm broken! Everything I have been through has destroyed me inside. I'm not the same as I was yesterday, I'm not the same as I was a week ago, a month ago or a year ago. I do not know who I am, I do not know what I want, I do not know who my friends are, I can't live with my family. Nothing in my life is perfect! My whole world is laughing. The only thing I want for others, is the best, because I don't want them to end up like me. I put a cold face, so people don't see any other thing than a rude and cold hearted me. No one should see the truth! People won't understand it anyway! All I do is wait. Wait for something good to happen, wait for me to find myself. But now it doesn't seem to happen. That's just how people are born! Someone is happy, someone is unhappy and some people are just waiting! Just like that, you can't end yourself because everything is going wrong. It might not feel like it right now, but I promise you- it does get better. I can't tell you when it will happen but it will, little by little, day by day. Nothing in life is permanent. Everything is temporary! So does pain, hurt. So don't think of end your life without experiencing everything. You are going to look back oneday and realise that amidst the hurt and the heartache and the pain, you were healing, you were growing. Oneday you are going to wake up and sit within your stillness and you are going to be at peace! Trust me! Yeah, I hurt you. I didn't like you. You can think that, because that's not a lie. I did. But please don't think of ending your life. Please!
Jk: *he was looking deeply in his eyes as tears didn't stop falling from his eyes* I- I'm so-rry *hiccups* I really didn't think of an-anything else *sniffing* But trust me, I don't know why God only finds me to suffer like this. What have I done? *crying like a mess* He took away my parents at such a young age that I don't even remember how they look like *tears flowing down his cheeks* I never received the kind of love from my parents ever. My childhood was not like any other children *hiccups* Everyone was enjoying their childhood when I was slowly slowly drowning *crying while looking down*
Tae: Stop crying. Everything is going to be alright. Just don't give up. Please *hugs him again tightly*
Jk: It hu-hurts... It hurts a l-lot *crying while grabbing his collar tightly*
Tae: Please stop crying.. Jungkook, please... Please *caressing his back*
Jk: You know what, sometimes I thi-think I wa-want to disappear, b-but all I re-ally want is t-to be found *hiccups*
Tae: You can't skip chapters, that's not how life works. You have to read every line, meet every character. You won't enjoy all of it. Hell, some chapters will make you cry for weeks. You will read things you don't want to read, you will have moments when you don't want the pages to end. But you have to keep going. Stories keep the world revolving. Like yours, don't miss out!
Jk: I want to be ha-happy for once *hiccups* Please, I want to feel loved, to laugh. I wa-nt to be ha-happy *his body was getting more controllable* Pleasee *his continuous tears made Taehyung's chest wet*
Tae: Just trust the timing. Everything is going to be alright. Trust me.
Jk: I- I want to-- *his hands fall on the ground as he became unconscious*
Tae: Ju-Jungkook? Jungkook? *pulled him straight from his embrace* Jungkook, open your eyes. Please... Please open your eyes. I'm sorry *teary eyes* I'm really sorry for whatever I did. Please... Forgive me.. please Jungkook, open your eyes. I never thought all of these will turn out like this.. please Jungkook, open your eyes *tears made its way from his eyes as he attached his forehead with Jungkook's*
Taehyung picked up Jungkook as bridal style and went towards his car to take him to the hospital.
TO BE CONTINUE
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