You're My Enemy, Is It? || Taekook

Wounds ☄️

Tae: *hiccups* N-no. That ain't going to happen anymore. H-he doesn't trust m-me any longer *sniffing* Ahh.. I shouldn't have done those things with him earlier. I shouldn't have. What the fvck was wrong with me that time? The fvck was wrong!
JM: Tae, calm down. Listen to me, he will come ba--
?: Sir, may I come in?

Taehyung slowly raised his head up to see the owner of the voice.

Emp: Sir, Mr Jeon has sent the resignation letter to you to sign on it *holding the letter*

Taehyung was looking at the resignation letter with tears in his eyes. He was controlling himself from breaking down infront of the employee standing right infront of him. Jimin can understand everything which was going through on Taehyung.

Emp: Sir, the lett--
Tae: That means, he really did meant it, didn't he? *gulps hard*
Emp: What are you talking about, sir?
Tae: *sighs* Nothing. Give me the letter.
Emp: Sure, sir *handed him the letter*

Taehyung took his pen in his shaky hand and tried not to drop any tears on the paper while holding his breath tightly because he knows he is so close to crying badly.
After few seconds, he made it happen hardly and gave him the resignation paper while looking at it with a shaky hand.

Emp: Thank you, sir *bowed and left*
Tae: *took a deep breath and sat lazily on his chair*
JM: Tae, hav--
Tae: It hurts *holding his chest* It's hurting, Jimin. I don't know what, but it's hurting. Badly *teary eyes*

With Jungkook -
Jungkook is currently in the bus, going back to his apartment. He took the resignation letter signed by Tae and went straight out from the office.
He was sitting at the corner seat as usual, but today with tears in his eyes. His eyes got all puffy due to crying and also got red.

Jk: (in mind) [I thought he has changed, but I was so wrong *hiccups* It hurts when you realise that you aren't as important to someone as you thought you were].

With Taehyung -
He was also feeling the same feeling right now. Both are in different stages of each other's life connected with each other's mistakes.

Tae: Leaving me was okay. People leave me all the time, I'm used to it. What hurts like hell is when he made me feel so special yesterday, and then make me feel so unwanted today.

Jk: (in mind) [It hurts the most when he made me feel so damn special few days ago, and then when he make me feel so damn stupid and a fool today].

A/N: [Like that both of them were imagining each other and the memories they shared with each other.
Are they really supposed to end like this? Will their story end in this way only? Wouldn't there will be a position of both of them falling in love with each other hardly?]

Time skips after 2 weeks -
In 2 weeks, many things has changed, into good and into bad. But Taehyung became so quite. Not rude nor cold but quite. He doesn't really talk to anyone anymore. He just come to office, sat in his cabin, and do some little work, then went back to home. He doesn't even eat well now. Jimin also can't say a word to him to eat anything, because he knows that ain't going to fix him now. All he can do it to sit back and see his best friend's current state with a hope that everything will be alright soon, but no one knows how and when!

One random day with Taehyung -
He was sitting in his room and was deeply in thoughts about something.

Tae: I am so tired of people saying he is not worth my tears. Because no one knows what I did with him. They only knows his side of story. And if he wasn't worth it, I wouldn't still be crying. No one doesn't know it, but that boy changed my world. No one will ever know how much he meant to me.

Suddenly his room's door got knocked. He wiped his tears out and went to open the door. There he saw Jimin standing there with a bag in his hand.

Tae: Come inside *said with his low tiring voice*

Jimin came inside and locked the door behind.

JM: Did you ate anything today?
Tae: I don't have an appetite.
JM: *sighs* Tae, let me tell you one thing. You can't go days without eating anything. It will make your body in a worse condition. It isn't good for your health, Tae.
Tae: He is not coming back. I know that. I know he isn't.
JM: *sighs* So why do your eyes seem so hopeful everytime your phone rings? Why do they search past the person standing infront of you?
Tae: Even when there is no hope left, I still hope.

Time skips after another 3 weeks -
Taehyung just got better after recovering from fever. He went through that because he completely stopped eating everything. His mother doesn't really cares about that because she thought it's his life anyways, so he will better understand what to do with it.
Jimin has came as usual and both were talking to each other.

JM: Tae, let me tell you something about love that no ever bothers to mention until it's too late. You can never "just be friends" with someone you fell in love with. I don't care what anyone says, you need time and space to heal and seeing them and having contact with them makes it sting even more. But at this point, you aren't having any of them. You need to give your relationship time to die naturally as sad as that sounds. You can't sit there and look at a person you loved to death and made so many memories with and easily accept that they are no longer yours. Friends support each other's decisions, but what happens when they decide to fall deeply and madly in love with another human being and isn't you. What happens when he is telling you about him and his eyes light up like they did when you told them that they meant everything to you for the first time. You only wants to be friends because you can't bare the thought of them not being in your life anymore, but the pain of seeing them smile for someone who isn't you just isn't worth it, you can't be "just friends" with someone who still lights fires in your heart without killing yourself slowly.

A/N: [To Taehyung, Jungkook was just a boy but to him, oh wow!
He saw every one of his flaws and turned them into perfections. He had pictured them together a million times. He cried until there was nothing left, unable to breath over this boy.
Taehyung wasn't just another boy to him, Jungkook would walk to the ends of the earth for him. But Taehyung wouldn't even walk 2 feet for him.
But the thing is, both fell. Both fell harder and harder than they ever could. But none of them has realised that. Both thought that the other one won't ever feel anything for them and like that they fell even more harder. Now both of them could walk to the ends of the earth just to protect each other. But none of them still realised that simple thing].

Tae: It left a mark. Every word, every moment, every sigh and every half smile; it left a mark which can't get hidden.

TO BE CONTINUE
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