Never Let Each Other Go

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I'll make a special chapter as a 1k special!! <3

♡Phuwin♡
The wedding took part some days later. It was just like a casual wedding, just with 2 men marrying. Palm's mother cheered for them, Palm danced to the music I played and the song I sang, cheering both at me and them. Pierre and Shawn looked so happy... i wonder how'd it feel like. During me playing the piano, me and Palm glanced at each other the whole time, just like we did back in the days. Back in the days? Can't believe almost a year went by since all of this started happening.

♡Pond♡
Later, after the wedding, I sat together with my mum, talking. I started liking her really much, like she's always been with me and there for me. I took a sip from the bottle of beer I held. She also held one. Then she broke the silence.
-"Palm, listen. I'm sorry I left you back then. You know, you and your dad. I know it's not an apology, and I don't expect you to accept it, but all I want you to know is that it was just too much for me. I wasn't ready. I was young and wanted to do my own things, not focusing on my husband and child."
I listened closely. I knew she was trying to make it up to me. And to be honest, I kind of understand her.
-"Mum, I can't say it's fine, but I want you to know that I still love you."
She sighed in relief and smiled.
-"Thank you for giving me a chance, Palm."
-"Krub."
I just answered.
Silence.
-"So... about you and your Nuengdiao... what's up with that? I figured you were kinda tense while talking."
I carefully thought of what I could tell he and what I couldn't. Then I cleared my throat.
-"Actually... I'm his bodyguard."
I then said.
She sighed again but this time annoyed and rolled her eyes.
-"In what did you dad drag you in again..."
She mumbled. Confused, I stared at her.
-"So... you're telling me... you're his bodyguard and you've come here to protect both of you?"
She asked, assuming things that were true and obvious. I nodded.
-"Yes. But..."
I looked aside. She scanned me.
-"What is it?" Then she grinned.
-"Ah, I see how it is. Haha. Have you kissed him?"
I quickly looked aside again, saying nothing
-"So you actually did?"
She asked and giggled.
-"What are you talking about?" I said and chuckled too.
-"Well, it's obvious that you like each other. Are you dating? Probably not. Or you're just not showing affeftion. You know, when I was your age, I used to date girls and boys. These were wild times..."
I laughed.
-"Krub. It seems like that. And no, we're not dating ma."
I told her.
-"But I bet ya'll are gonna date soon."
She took a sip of her bottle. Again, I said nothing, also took a sip, looked aside and noticed my face getting hotter.

Later
It was already dark outside since the wedding started. It must be pretty late now. I sighed, enjoying the dramaless life I'm living right now. How is dad doing? I suddenly asked myself. It probably was because I sat all by myself. Then I heard the stairs creak. Someone was coming. I sat up straight and fixed my shirt while sitting on the bench as soon as I saw who it was.
-"Palm, what're you doing here? It's cold. Come inside. Or else you'll catch a cold... or something."
He scolded me. I smiled.
-"Khun Nueng, come here."
I told him and patted aside me. He flinched for a second, then sat down.
-"How many times do I have to tell you  ...-"
I set him silent with a kiss, then smiled. I'm not as innocent as you probably think. It was a naughty smile.
-"..."
He said nothing, looking aside. I could see his ears getting red. Then he stood up. The question he asked came so surprising, I didn't know what to say.
-"...Palm. I wanna know. Why are doing this? We agreed being together on the island, but I didn't expect it to come to this! So tell me, what's up?"
He asked it casually. No screaming, just a casual question. I cleared my throat, looking him deep in the eyes.
-"I'll tell you why I'm doing this krub."
I stood up too and hugged him from the back.
-"You know now what I mean?"
Then I kissed his neck.
-"No. Maybe. But I want to hear it from you."
He told me, crossing his arms. I smiled at myself.
-"You know, at first I was just kissing you to comfort you. But there's more. I want to be together for real."
He flinched again.
-"I guess me too."
He turned around. Then he cupped my cheek with his hand. I followed his moves.
-"So you like me too? I thought it was just me."
Khun Nueng said.
-"Be my boyfriend."
I whispered in his ear as a response. He nodded.
-"Fine. But don't ever cheat. Or else I'm gonna come back and hunt you down till your death."
I smiled and chuckled.
-"Don't worry krub, my little panda."
Then we kissed again. It was slow at first but got more and more aggressive, filled with lust. I broke from the kiss.
-"I'm gonna go inside and change." I left.

We couldn't do it again. It was just a few days ago when we first did it. I banged my head against the wall. Forget it. He probably doesnt want to, either. I pulled off my shirt and sunk into my own world. This time, I didn't hear the floor creaking, I came back to reality when someone hugged me from behind.
-"What are you doing, Khun Nueng?" I asked, grabbing his hands and pulling them on my belly.
-"Nothing, why?" He asked, almost making me think he was trying to seduce me. I turned around. Khun Nueng looked at me with that gaze, he only saves for me. I know it.
-"Krub." I said and pushed him onto the bed.
TBC...

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