BL ONESHOTS

²¹⁰Prapai x Sky⁰¹²

Sky' POV

"Love?."
"Yeah."
"You okay?"
"I don't know, am I?"

It was the constant feeling of being alone that was hurting because instead of talking to some other person, I was talking to myself.
The way I spoke sounded like I was talking to another person, but I wasn't. It was just me.

It was just me and the voice,
The voice that heard my call,
The one that asked for help,
But I was sent someone who
was just as sad and hopeless
as myself.

Author

"Love?"
"Yeah."
"Are you okay, my love?"
"I don't actually know if I am or not, but I know I need help."
"Love, I'm right here. Can I help you?"
"I don't know if you can or not, but please do something."

Prapai tried everything to help Sky because Sky needed it and knew it myself, but him knowing he needed the help was a step closer to him being okay. Prapai did not want to lose the one person he loved the most because he was going to go down the same rabbit hole, Sky was down right now. Prapai knew that whatever hurt Sky was always going to stay somehow, but he knew that if he was always their for Sky any day or time, Sky might just be okay.

Prapai' POV

I need him to be okay, I can't lose him to anything. I don't want to lose him. I can't lose my love. He is the love of my life, and I may not know how to help, but I want to be their for him.

I want to watch him smile, and laugh and just be happy always. I want to make him love life and live it. I want to see him happy because he had the most beautiful smile anyone could ever see. He was like a star in the night and the sun during the day, but on bad days, he was the opposite of everything. I want him to be happy but I don't know how to do that. He has days when he doesn't want to leave the room. Someday, he just wants to sleep. Other days, he won't eat a thing. And then there are the days I don't like most because he won't even look at me.

Author.

Sky had a bad outcome on having someone care for him because he never received the care Prapai was willing to give him just because Prapai wanted to give him the care and the love. Prapai was all for caring and loving Sky always but had no idea how to get Sky out of his fixation that everyone was out to get him.

All Prapai wanted for Sky was happiness. Prapai wanted to see Sky happy and smiling because since Prapai had known him, Sky was still a person who had all his walls closed and locked for nothing to get in or get out. That was also a problem for his relationship with Prapai. Sky wanted to let out everything and say the words he wanted to because he knew Prapai was kind and Prapai had good intention, it was just his heart and his mind that had different thoughts pretty much.

Sky knew that he was hurting Prapai with the way he was doing things, but he wanted Prapai to know that he was everything to him. Sky loves Prapai and always has. He appreciated the hard work Prapai did in order to be their however he could.

Sky was over seeing Prapai hurt or even knowing that everything he was doing was making Prapai hurt.

Sky POV

"Baby, can I talk to you.?" Sky said towards Prapai.
"Love, you can talk to me whenever you want." Prapai said.

I better get this over with. It's either tell him what I need to or just break it off with him, and I can't lose him. He is my happy place even if I don't show him.

"I'm so sorry if I'm too much to handle. I just don't always know how to say what I need to, so I just cut everyone out and I know I've done that to you a few time and I'm so sorry I do that. I do need you here with me so much because you're my baby, you're my happy place and someone I want to know all of me. I love you, P'pai. I really do, so please be a little more patient with me. I know you're here for me and trying to be the safe place I can go to when I need to but I'm different when it comes to me wanting help or just someone to talk to because most of the time I'm just talking to myself."
Please be okay with this.
"I do need you, but I will come to you when it gets too hard to deal with. You will always be my first choice in everything."
I ended up sitting with Prapai to tell him everything as to why I am the way I am.

Author.

Prapai was now crying knowing that what he was going through was more worse than he expected, he hated everything to do with what Sky told him but he knew he had to be their for Sky any way he could.

Sky knew full well that what he told Pai was going to dig a deep hole into his chest.

Author.

After a huge break down by Prapai, they both hugged each other and Sky promised to Prapai that even if he does not want the help from Pai, he has to somehow just be close to Prapai so he has someone with him.

Prapai didn't leave Sky' side at all after being told what Sky went through. They we never apart from that day onwards.

A year later.

"My love ,you okay, want anything."
"Can I get a hug?"
"Of course, my love, come here."
"Thank you, baby. I love you."

Prapai had made his life Sky, and Sky loved everything Prapai did for him. They were always together. Prapai made Sky smile more, and Sky became so much happier than he used to be. They were happy. They were complete together. Prapai was Sky' support whenever he needed it. And Sky was always their for Prapai when he knew Prapai needed him. They were prefect together.

Love, communication, and care brought them to this day being each other's comfort and peace.

[It's rushed, sorry. Hope you like it, and if you do, please do vote and comment if you want to. Thank you for reading. See you when I put the next story out. Bye.]