BL ONESHOTS

³⁰⁰Akk x Ayan⁰⁰³

Akk POV.

I fucken hate this. I need you. I miss you, but why aren't you here. I must be out of my mind thinking you would've come here. Because honestly, I don't think you will. Not since I've been waiting for 4 hours now. I hate knowing i hurt you too much that now you wont forgive me. But honestly, i wouldn't forgive me either.

I waited longer, hoping he would get here soon. Because this was just hurting me so much. I needed to apologize for what I did to him, but I needed him to come to me because soon after I see him or not, I will no longer be here.

After a couple more hours go by, I finally see him walking towards me. He looked more upset and angry than before, but I'm hoping he's not as angry as he looks. But just as he walked towards me and I finally saw him, I saw he had cried. I wanted to hug him, but I didn't know if I was allowed or if he would allow me to. But I didn't have to ask because I was then pulled into a hug from him.

This hug felt nice. Felt too nice, but it also made me realize that maybe I wasn't the only one who would not stick around.

Author.

Akk had made things hard for him by telling Ayan that he was the problem. That he was the cause of the accident he went through. Akk told Ayan that he was the one who crashed into him. But Akk had no intention on hurting Ayan the way he did. He did not realize that the car he hit was Ayan'., until he got out of his own vehicle and realized that it was Ayan' car.

12 hours before.

Akk had gone out for a drive after him and Ayan had argued. They argued about a lot of things but this time was bad because when Akk left, Ayan also jumped into his car and took off driving too. Akk and Ayan were angry at each other because Akk had assumed Ayan was cheating on him but Ayan thought the same. They were both pretty much possessive of each other. But this argument made them badly hurt. They were angry driving around town and then that's when it all went down. Akk was driving at a speed where he couldn't break fast enough and collided with Ayan' vehicle.

Akk had gotten out of the vehicle, and the first thing he noticed was that Ayan car was tipped and smashed up with Ayan inside. He ran to the driver's side and opened the door, and right their was Ayan. He pulled Ayan out and tried making sure he was still alive and he was.

After every thing happened, the ambulance and police officer came to the scene of the accident and took both if them to the hospital. Ayan had to stay in for a month to make sure he was going to be okay. Ayan was in and out of a coma and he almost died four times. But he made it and he stayed alive.

Akk was doing good and was released from the hospital after 2 weeks. He had left the hospital way before Ayan did. Akk stayed in hospital for only 2weeeks, well Ayan had to stay in hospital for 2 months. Ayan contained injuries that needed time to heal. And so 2 months was what he needed to keep everything healing properly.

3 Months after the accident.

Ayan POV.

He asked me to meet him and ive only been out of the hospital for a month. I still had to be careful on what I did. But I went to see him anyway. I missed him and I knew that he did not mean to hurt me the way he had.

I stood in the dark just watching wondering if he was alright and contemplating on what he wanted to say to me. But they way he paced back and forth gave me understanding that all he wanted to do was apologize. 

After making him wait for over 4 hours, I slowly appeared to him and then he saw that I had cried. I had a feeling he wanted to hug me but so did I and so I pulled him in for a hug I've waited to get for so long. I love him and I hope he still loves me too. Because if he didn't I was gonna disappear from this awful world because without him I'm nothing, I'm no one. I'm just another being walking the earth.

Akk did end up apologizing to me and I accepted it but then he was just going walk away.

"Akk, where are going. Can you just stay with me. Be mine again. Stay here. Because I need you and I know you need me to. We are one when we are together but we're both in pieces because we don't have each other. I need you, and I miss you. So please Akk, don't walk away from what we have. Because I will still forever be in love with you despite the arguments we have. I will always be yours, and I'm hoping you can still be mine. Please, Akk, dont walk away from me. Just turn around and come back to being mine again. I forgave you because then we were both in the wrong, we should not have driven angry, because it made us not speak for 3 months so please baby, come back to me."

Author.

Akk ended up stopping in his wake and listened to every word Ayan said to him. Akk had his back towards Ayan, but Ayan knew that he was listening.

After Ayan stopped speaking, Akk had already turned around with tears falling from his eyes. He ran back into Ayan arms and they both held each other more tighter than they had before.

They missed one another more than anything, and right now, they were just happy to be in each other arms again.

"No more hurting each other, physically or mentally. If we have a problem, we talk it out first before it becomes an argument. I don't want to lose you again. We sort our problems out together and as one. No more running away from things that are hard. We do this together, and we do it properly this time." Akk had said in a soft sobby tone voice because he was still in the middle of crying.

Ayan tightened his hold on Akk, and they were finally back together. Ayan was still recovering, and Akk was still healing, but they were getting on well with their new way of keeping this for them on good terms.

2 months later.

Akk and Ayan had made full recovery, but Ayan was still not allowed to carry any heavy things because of his arm. When Akk' car collided with his, he had broken a bone in his right arm. It was repeated, but now he was not allowed to carry anything heavy.

Despite their accident that happened 5 months ago, they were on good terms with each other, and Akk made it up to Ayan every day since they got because together.

"Baby, can we just have a relaxing day today, please? I'm so tired." Ayan said to which Akk hopped on the  couch next to Ayan, and they cuddled while watching Grey's Anatomy.

Ayan said something along the lines of Grey's Anatomy being exactly the same way at the hospital when he was the for the 2 months. They laughed so much that they had a stich, and soon they calmed down and cuddled more into each other. They were halfway through season 17, episode 6, and Akk was still watching but then looked down at his baby and saw that Ayan had fallen asleep. "I love you, me baby. From now on, I will always be careful, I will always be yours, and I will forever take care of you. I love my baby." After Akk sadi those words he picked Ayan up and they went to bed. Akk tucked Ayan in and hopped in bed to and Ayan went back to cuddling his boyfriend.

Things happen to those who need it for a reminder, but Akk and Ayan had more than needing a reminder that they just needed to set rules and trust each other.

Akk and Ayan lived as they could and did it together. They were beyond happy, and their arguments were way less than they had been. They understood one another.

Akk laid in bed with Ayan wrapped around him and just stared at the ceiling and then slowly fell asleep.

They were happy. They were content. But most of all, they were on good terms with their relationship.

[I wrote this whole writing Tharntype, so if it seems rushed, I'm sorry. I hope you like it. Also, this is the 9th AkkAyan story I have done. Anyway, if you do like this story, please vote and leave a comment to let me know if you liked it. Again, thanks to those of you who like my stories. Thank you for reading, and I hope you continue to read. Okay. Bye now.]