BL ONESHOTS

⁸³⁰💝Masuk x Jia - Tir💔⁰³⁸

<If no one remembers these three, they are from the series called Y Destiny.>

Masuk' POV.

I didn't die, but you did.

I didn't lie, but sometimes you did.

I didn't leave you their alone to die, I stayed until you did die because I held you in my arms.

I held you, and I said, "You can let go now. Everything will be okay." You told me in your last words, "Go do something, go live a life we chose for us but go and love someone new because their is love in you that you need to give someone else. I'm not here anymore, so it's time to move on. It's time to love another person other than me."

So here I am trying to move on, digging a grave I had not wanted to dig, but i am, and I'm doing this for you and me, but mostly for you. I'm saying goodbye to a friend, a family member, but to my heart. I will put love into my heart for another being, and I will do all I can to give them the love I gave you.

It's going to be hard to know that the next person i love will not be you, but I will try and love them as much as I do you.

A year after your death, I was still the same. I was still mourning the lost I had when you died in my arms. I'm still sad and crying about everything we would have done by now, but I can't seem to put my mind around the fact that I have to do all we wished together, alone. I wish you were here with me to live this life we chose, but now here I am, standing by your grave a year later, still the person I was when I had to say goodbye.

I did the one thing you asked of me, and I fell in love again. He seems nice, kind, and loving in every way. I see you in him, and I wish it's true because if I love you right now, then can I love him too.

Author.

"Masuk, baby, are you okay?" Jia says towards Masuk, who stands at Tir' grave, looking at the picture used for his head stone. Masuk took the picture, and it was full of love. "Yeah, im okay." And that's when Masuk felt two hands wrap around him like a hug from behind, but this time it wasn't Jia hugging him, It was Tir.

Jia came towards Masuk when he noticed that he was crying, and the first thing Jia felt was a hand on his shoulder and a slight saying, "Look after him for me. He is now in your hands, I trust you." And Jia knew just by hearing those words, it was Tir saying them to him. Without a word said, Jia nodded and then said towards Masuk, "Come on baby, we have to meet up with everyone else."

So Masuk said his last goodbye to Tir, but Tir never left his side. Every step Masuk and Jia took, Tir was there as well, not in real life, but in spirit.

A few hours later, they ended up back home where everyone else would meet for lunch.

Jia sorted out all the food and drinks, while Masuk got his guitar for a little bit of entertainment. When Puth, Kaeng, Mon, Team, Tue, Ake, Sun, Nuea, Pao, Thurs as well as Sat and Choke got to Masuk and Jia' place, and the food was already cooked and put on the table with 12 seats around it.

Everyone sat on the seats and at what they could and cleared the table when they were done. They all ended up in the lounge where they would just hang together and talk about life and whatever came to mind.

Things were perfect because tonight was for their friend and loved one.

Today's get-together was special because it was for Tir' first year of not being here. It was a get-together to belebrate and talk about all the good and bad times they had with Tir and although Jia never met Tir, it still felt as though Jia knew Tir really well by how everyone else spoke about him.

Masuk had written a song and sung it aloud for everyone to hear, and for a brief second, everyone saw Tir hug Masuk after the song was finished. Tir stuck with Masuk and Jia because he had no other place to be but to stay by the one person whom he loved dearly.

Masuk and Jia had a good life together. They had arguments and conflicts, but they sorted them out by communication and by understanding each other. Jia knew that Tir never left their side when he and Masuk got together and he was okay with that because he knew Tir was just their to make sure his love was in good hands, and Tir knew he was just by how Jia looked after him, just as Masuk needed someone to because Tir wasn't around anymore.

Masuk had a lover who he loved most from everyone else, a man who cherished him by words but with action that was seen and heaed by all that came in contact with them. Masuk lost his love and buried him by his own parents because before his love died, he was engaged to be married to him, the only with Tir ever asked of Masuk was to fall in love again and live his life just as the both if them had wished.

Masuk had granted Tir that wish and fell in love with a man named Jia who took his heart in his hands and cherished it just like Tir would. The first thing Masuk told Jia was that he was once in love before him and that he was engaged to be married to a man who passed away before they could.

Jia understood that and knew he couldn't replace Tir in anyway, Jia just wanted Masuk to live his life to the fullest, and he was going to with both his lover with him every step of the way.

One was their in person while the other was their in spirit.

"I love you, Masuk." Jia says and kisses Masuk' forhead and falls asleep with Masuk cuddled into his chest.

For the years that went by, Masuk and Jia visited Tir' headstone, every year in his anniversary and stayed with him all day laughing, talking but just being present with him for just one day.

Love was good, even after a loss of a pasted love.

[Hope this is good. Bye now.]