BL ONESHOTS

³⁴⁰💔Xiang Hao Ting x Yu Xi Gu💔⁰⁴³

Xiang Hao Ying POV.

God made a mistake when he took you from me and now all i see is a person i know i can't hug anymore, i see a person i know is not you because if it was, you'd know me and right now you only know half of me, probably not even that much. We started out as friends or enemies more like, but you came around faster, and we became friends, we hung out every day and watched shows when we wanted to. We brought a place together, one that we called home. We cheered to the world around us because then we were complete. But now i feel like i've gone backward and that now i have to start again. I know that what we had before you died was one of the best things that could have happened to the both of us because then we were happy and in love, but now you dont know me as anyone. Just some friend that sticks around, because although you had died in front of me by a speeding car driving down the road, the doctors brought you back but you did not look at me the same anymore and then i knew you had changed and was no longer the person i fell in love with. You were a person who i had only just met all over again, but this time, i knew you no longer loved me because the person who died before you came back was a different person altogether. You looked the same, sound the same, but you were not the one i fell in love with.

Xiang Hao Ting POV

I wish i got to say goodbye to the person i fell for because now i stay here in this house alone without you in my arms and you are all i need but i cant have you because you dont know me anymore, all you see me as, is a friend and nothing else, so i have to move on but i dont want to. i want you. That's all that i want, i want your arms around me, holding me close and whispering sweet, nothing in my ear because those were always the best to hear. I miss you, my baby, i miss you so much. I just need you back in my arm and be mine again, but i know that won't ever happen again because you now have changed. Now, when i feel the sun peer through the curtains you chose, all i think of is you. Because my morning used to be with you waking me up and telling me to hurry up before we were late for school. Now, because of what happened to you, the sun wakes me up just the same way you did. Except i know it's not you this time.

Author.

After a few more years go by for Xiang Hao Ting, he was finally ready to move on but this time it was not him finding someone new, but it was him ready to leave the planet earth. and finally die just knowing that his heart can now rest in peace.

[My heart felt sad tonight, and so i thought of this and typed it out while crying. I'm sorry for putting a sad oneshot here, but i needed to. Loved how the actors to these characters portrayed them. It was an amazing bl siries, but their ending was the worst, and one of the ones i absolutely hated.
but if you do or do not like this , just vote or comment. But thank you for reading. again, i'm sorry for the sad oneshot.]