BL ONESHOTS

⁵⁴⁰Akk x Ayan⁰⁴⁵

"Hey, has anyone seen Ay.... Ayan." Akk had asked loud and clear, and then Ayan came around the corner and said, "I'm right here." Akk had then let out a sigh of relief, knowing that Ayan was okay.

Akk had been watching Ayan for some time, and he knew something was wrong with him.

Ayan would be around hanging with them and laughing, but out of knowhere Ayan would just disappear, without anyone knowing where he was or where he goes. That was until Akk saw the scene he had not wanted to but did.

Ayan, Akk, Thua, and Kan had all come together to hang and play games at Akk' place. He thought it would be good to just have the four of them hang out together, and so that is what they did.

Akk knew something was up with Ayan, but he didn't know that Ayan was this bad. Akk had told the other two that he was going to use the bathroom, but he had walked in on Ayan cutting himself with a blade that Akk had no idea where it came from but when Ayan saw Akk standing their shocked he tried pushing passed Akk but failed.

They had a small argument in the bathroom doorway, and both of them went different ways after that night. They didn't meet up or see each other for 2 weeks.

2 weeks later

That was when Ayan went up to Akk, pulled him aside, and had a conversation with him because it had been 2 weeks without contact with Akk, and Ayan knew he had to talk to someone, and why not just talk to Akk, because Akk is the only one who has seen what Ayan did to himself. Akk had also kept it to himself because he knew if he spilled it out to anyone else, Ayan would not at all talk to Akk ever again.

So now they were alone, away from the world, having the conversation that should have happened 2 weeks earlier.

Ayan then spoke first.

"I want to die, okay. That's all I've wanted to do."
"Why? You think leaving this world would work for you."
"No, I know it won't, but it would help me not be here."
"Please don't do it, I need you here with me, because I can't do this life thing without you, so please don't leave me, don't hurt yourself."
"You don't need me. No one does. Everyone is better off without me. Just let me go, Akk. I've been ready to leave this world for a while now, so just let me go."
"No. I won't." And Akk lunged himself towards Ayan and wrapped his arms around Ayan' waist and held him as tight as he could.

"Akk, please just let me go."
At this point, Akk and Ayan were crying.
Akk then cries louder with his head snuggling into Ayan' neck, saying, "Please don't do it, don't leave me."
"Okay, I won't do it, but you have to be their for me because I know if I'm alone, I will most likely do it. Just..... promise me you'll stay by my side, okay?" Ayan had tears running down his face.

Akk already knew his answer but then spoke again.

"Aye, if you want me to be by your side, then can I do it by being more than a friend to you? Can I be by your side as a boyfriend. As your boyfriend. I love you, Aye, and I have always loved you, regardless on your answer, I will still be here as a friend if I must because I can't lose you at all. I really do love you, Aye."

Ayan was on the verge of tears, and he had then snuggled himself more into Akk' hold. And then Aye said.

"Don't leave me, and I won't leave you. I love you too, Akk. I'm sorry for hurting you this way, but I promise if you stay, I will stay with you."

And so Akk and Ayan were now together as boyfriends but will forever remain friends.

4 months later.

Akk' POV.

I've stayed by his side this entire time because I don't want to lose him, I can't lose him, and if I do, I think I'd just follow him to wherever he goes. He is my everything, and I think I'm his, I mean, why would he say yes to being my boyfriend 4 months ago. I love him that indeed I do, and I think he realizes now that my love for him is true.

Author.

4 months ago Akk and Ayan were just friends, who played games, laughed about stupid shit, but they were the type of friends who saw the good and the bad side, who saw the hurt in each other eyes but who understand every aspect of each other.

Akk knew 4 months ago, well, actually longer than that, that Ayan was not right. He wanted to be the one to encourage Aye to stay and that he did by staying by his side all this time. By being the Ayan' shoulder to cry on and being the person that was always their whenever Ayan called.

Ayan' POV.

I'm better with him by my side. And for the past 4 months, I've been doing better. And this is all thanks to the love Akk has provided to me. I love him so much every single day that goes by, and I wouldn't be here if he begged me to stay. He is mine, and I am his, which is hard to express my gratitude for it. I'm glad I have him because he has made me see a good side of life.

Author.

"I love you."
"I love you, too."

They were happy, regardless of the struggles they went through together from Ayan wanting out of the life he has, to them having their misunderstandings. But they pushed through it all and did life as it went along.

Akk was happy and loved.
Ayan was happy and treasured.
But both of them were happy because they had each other.

Akk and Ayan were happy as can be.

A year later, they became stronger and happier because they always stuck together. 1 year and 4 months were the best for both Akk and Ayan.

Ayan stuck around because Akk needed him, and the 1 year and 4 months prove it.

[AkkAyan is still ongoing for me.
Love goes a long way, and their love was worth it.
I hope you like it. I hope it's okay. Vote if you do like it. Bye now.]