³⁹⁰Izuku x Katsuki⁰⁹³

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Izuku' POV

It was like you asked me a question, but I had no idea how to answer it, and that was because I had no idea what the question was. And I had no intention of finding out. I was fine for a while, but then everything crashed, and I was left alone in a pile of my own mess. I had no idea what you had asked because I never listen to that question come out of your mouth, not because I did not want to hear it but because it felt like you were a mile away, even if you were standing right beside me.

I did actually want to know the question. And you knew because you asked me again.

Katsuki : Hey, De.. Izuku, Am I allowed to hug you. Can I hug you?

But instead of answering again, I cried right there in front of him. I cried because I couldn't hold it in anymore. I cried because someone cared, and that person was you. I had not known how to react or simply just answer you. Instead, I looked like a mess, but that didn't stop you from being their for me.

Katsuki : I'm going to hug you, okay.

And so Kacchan was now hugging me. I just let my arms hang on either side of me because I did not want to give in just yet. I did not want him to see me more broken than he already has, but I knew I had already shown him every side of me because I grew up with him, but back then I was a happy little kid and now he sees all of me because now we are adults living life as we should.

Katsuki' POV.

I was hugging him, actually hugging him, and he is letting me. I've wanted to help and be there for Izu for so long but when we were growing up, I treated him like he was nobody and it killed me because that was the only way I showed my emotions, I just didn't show the ones I wanted to show, because I ended up being his bully, but I wanted to be his everything, the one who could call him baby or just hold his hand when he needed me, I wanted to be there as a boyfriend because I didn't want to be just friends with him. Instead I fucked it all up and became his bully. I became the one thing that hurt him more.

Izuku : Kacchan, just let me go. Let me go, please.

I didn't know what was wrong. I didn't know what I did wrong. I just want to be their for him. I'm happy he atlases let me hug him. That's enough for now. But I need to tell him how I feel before I lose my chance. Before I lost Izu to someone else or to something else.

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