BL ONESHOTS

⁶⁸⁰Akk x Ayan⁰⁸⁶

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"Don't act like the hero because you're not one. No one is. So stop trying to be one. Just look after yourself. That's part of what a true hero would do. Be your own hero, no one elses." Ayan had thought this because someone told him it, but Ayan still had no idea who said these words to him or what they really meant.

Ayan' POV.

Everyone never looked at me, and when I thought they were, someone else came from behind me and greeted the person with a smile on their face. I felt like a nobody, and to be honest, I always thought I was. At some point in my life, I stopped caring, and I stopped pretending that I was the person someone was greeting. I stopped pretending that I meant something to at least one single person, but I knew no one cared for me because no one ever saw me standing alone in a street full of cars. No one saw me here alone because I was invisible to the world around me. I am hurt by the fact that this is my life, and it's one I did not realise until about now because I am sitting here on this bridge just wanting life to end quickly. I'm sitting here hoping that somebody notices me because I know for one that if no one sees me, then no one will ever know I had once existed. And I will be gone from the face of this planet people call earth. I'm actually sick and tired of knowing that some people don't understand a single decent thing. People don't understand people's feelings because they rush into something that makes everything inside them change. I'm sick of being unnoticed because right now, I would rather be dead than be here alone and sad and hurt, I would rather be dead and buried six feet deep. I would rather be gone because then I would have a simple after life death. I would be who I wanted to be. I grew up thinking everything was the same, I grew up thinking that love was never something painful but living in a world full of lies and mistakes, I no longer believed love was the cause of this fate. I would rather die than be alive and not have one single person love me the way I know I would have loved you.

I'm tired.
I want to sleep.
I want to lie down right here right now and go to sleep. I want to see the earth spin one last time, I want to see a baby laugh for their first time. But most of all, I just want to die.

But it was never that simple. Someone saw him, noticed him, and brought him home to a warm, comfy bed, a place that was meant for him. A place that he could call his own. He was about to fall, and this person had saved him from doing something so dramatically insane.

He was saved and brought to safety.

Akk' POV.

OMG.. theirs someone on the bridge.
I have to save him, I can't just walk away from this. It will just eat me up.

Author.

"Wait.... don't do it.... I'm coming.."
"Noo..... let me go....."

Akk had then rushed over so quickly that he caught Ayan just in time because he had almost fallen over the bridge. When Akk brought Ayan up and onto the side walk safe and sound, Akk had picked Ayan up and taken him to his home, knowing full well that his place would be warm enough to keep someone their, especially since Ayan had passed out, on the way to Akk' car.

A few hours later, Akk and Ayan had made it to Akk' place, where the heater was already on, meaning his house was already warm, which Akk knew because he left the heater on knowing it was going to be a cold night.

Akk knew there was something wrong with Ayan, but he had no idea what it was yet, and to be honest, he didn't even know his name just yet. Maybe when Ayan woke up, he would.

Akk waited for ages until Ayan woke up. He did not get a wink of sleep because he stayed awake the entire time Ayan slept. He wanted to make sure Ayan was going to be okay. Akk did not want Ayan to do anything else that could harm him, so he just stayed awake and kept an eye on him, becuase somewhere in Akk' heart it felt right to keep an eye on Ayan.