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you're stressed over your life | JJK

"ugh" you grunted as you got out of bed and walked to the bath room for the fifth time tonight. being pregnant and on your 7 month meant that your bladder would get full easily as you were feeding for two.

and with the growing child meant that your bladder got squashed and decreased in size with your organs and baby.

you hated having to get up to puke / pee basically every hour. you hated having to trouble jungkook while he was at meetings and you couldn't do things. you hated waking him up at night to make you food.

you hated accepting his offer of rubbing your feet even after his tiring day at work. you hated that even though you were pregnant and he'd never let you do anything he still had to come home as early as possible to ensure you're eating well and cooking for you.

you didn't like the look of him helping you in everything making you feel useless. you wanted to do something but there are times where you can't even go down the stairs on your own as you can't even see your feet with the swollen stomach of yours. you didn't like relying on him and as you went to the toilet today you saw jungkook sitting up as i waddled back to bed.

"you okay?" he asked out of concern seeing you hold your lower back and plopping yourself onto the bed sinking in comfortably. "I'll rub your feet", jungkook said as he got off the bed to the end where where your swollen feet were. not wanting to trouble him, you refused and told him to just take a rest and he didn't have to do it now. making an excuse that you just wanted to sleep.

he respected your decision before tucking you in and falling asleep. you on the other hand felt guilty that he does so many things for you and you never did anything back. you were and over thinker.

and thought about the consequences as you weren't "helpful" you feared that he would leave you. for someone that won't have a post partum body and someone that was "more helpful" than you. but truth be told, you were doing more than he could ever do.

you provided a home for your baby to grow in. you carry your child around, he felt that the most he could do is ave you all the trouble and do things for you. but you never saw that. guilt was eating you alive which caused you to start tearing out. letting out small whimpers not wanting to wake jungkook up and he has work tomorrow.

unfortunately for you he woke up either way. "lovely are you okay?" he gently turned you around to see your teary eyes. "darling? don't cry sweets, you wanna tell me what happened?" you wiped your tears with the sleeve of your top, catching your breath slowly.

"yes calm down lovely, take your time", he didn't pressure you to tell him why you were crying which made y appreciate him even more. his hands were at your lower back, pulling you close. "you can choose to tell me why you're crying, if not it's ok you know", he spoke softly.

you decided to tell him about your guilt. his heart broke knowing that he just wanted to be kind but it caused your sadness.

"darling, you're carrying our child. you provide them a comfy growing space. i could never do that. you wake up to pee and give them spec to grow, feed them to ensure they grow well. i can't do that. but i do what i can to make sure you're safe and comfortable. it's really the least i can do. i love you a lot and don't worry about me leaving you. you would never leave the amazing woman thats carrying my child. I'd be stupid to leave such a strong woman. now should we sleep?"

you nodded as he tucked you in. bringing the blanket to your shoulders patting your back as you fell asleep.