In This Darkness

,,I'm Not Yours "

(Tom's pov)

I held her elbow and led her upstairs. She was wiping her tears and I saw fear on her face. I didn't know why I forgave her, I never forgave girls. I kill them or torture them. I felt terrible because I didn't punish her the way I thought I would. I had to do it and I will surely find a reason to punish her.

(Lori's pov)

I wouldn't be surprised if he raped me. Now I had to be calm so as not to spoil this party, so that nothing bad would happen. I put on my jeans and the red sweater that I wore the day before.We got dressed in the same room. He was standing over the mirror still shirtless. I was ready and now I watched him look in the mirror. I could notice a fresh scar on his chest."That bitch" exclaimed Tom angrily, moving away from the mirror and taking his shirt from the bed."What's wrong?" I asked Tom suspiciously. He came to me showing his scar and saying "You see this, that's what that whore Asia did to me. She cut me with a glass this. After that I shot her with a gun" as he spoke when he killed that girl Asia, a smile of pleasure appeared on his face that scared me.
"I'm waiting for you in the living room," I said, still intimidated by what I heard.

(Bill's pov)

I went to get Georg, and he was waiting for me with Gustav. The four of us shared a house where we often spent time, and today we organized a party where other gangs were. Tom often had different girlfriends and he always told me that he needed someone to be a hostage or a little toy, but the thing with Lori happened by chance, I think he really liked her.Tom was my twin brother. I was jealous of him because he had many girls in his bed and none of them wanted me, they all ran after him. Probably more powerful and hotter, I really don't know. The only thing was that I wasn't jealous because he killed innocent girls too. I would be gentle with girls, but he wouldn't.

(Lori's pov)

I was sitting in the living room still engrossed in my thoughts. Suddenly I heard Bill's voice, and the other two were unknown to me. Bill entered the house, he was very tall, he was Tom's twin brother, but he was not as handsome as Tom. She the other two who entered, I assume are Georg and Gustav.Bill smiled at me and approached me. "This is Georg and Gustav," he told me. Georg had long and straight hair and brown eyes, and Gustav had short hair and brown eyes and wore glasses.I nodded, looking away from them and saying "And I'm.." I don't know what happened to me, I was confused" Lori"

Tom went down the stairs and said goodbye to his brother and the other two. Tom wore a black band around his head, which was a greasy black color. He was wearing black pants and a brown sweater, and he was wearing a watch. He looked beautiful, but still scary and nasty."We can go" said Tom looking at me.Tom and I went in his Audi, and Bill, Georg and Gustav went in Bill's red Audi. I was sitting in the passenger seat and Tom was behind the wheel. He looked back at me a bit, but I was looking out the window the whole time. Suddenly I felt his hand in my hair again. "Honey don't try to run away." he said holding my hair tight. I just nodded and he let my hair go.

We arrived at their shared house, which was much bigger than Tom's. Their expected guests were already in the house. I got out of the car and Tom was already waiting for me. He grabbed me around the waist, I tried to remove his hand, but he was too strong to remove it, so I let him hold me.When we entered the house, there were many people of various ages. I could notice that many bitches were watching me jealously, and wanted to be happy in my place, but I didn't want Tom to keep me next to him.When Tom entered, the music stopped, the people stopped. Many of his acquaintances approached him, so he released me from his embrace. Tom greeted everyone and told them the party could continue. "Honey, have fun, but don't run away, you know I'm watching you," Tom said in my ear and then licked my earring with his tongue.

This place was not what I liked. Everyone was drinking, and some were doing drugs. Drinks were placed in the kitchen. There was no juice or water, only alcohol, so I didn't even feel like drinking.I sat down on a couch, I just looked at the madhouse around me. Next to me sat some three girls, in the form of whores."You smoke?" said one of the three, she was blonde, offering me cigars."No thanks" I said looking away from her. The girl sitting next to me had blonde hair too except hers was curly and hers was kind of golden." What did Tom like so much about you, you're just a normal kid" she said. I gave her a sickening look and told her "You're an ordinary bitch" and started to get up, but she pulled me by my hair with her. "Lucky, listen to me, I'm Tom's, don't talk to me."Tom came and sat between me and this bitch. "Catherine, don't let me break you, don't say I'm yours, you disgust me," Tom said to this girl, who I found out was called Catherine. He also held her tightly by the hair. "I won't anymore Tommy," she said and he then pushed her away.

Tom took me somewhere to the side and I was leaning against the wall and he was in front of me telling me "I have work to do, don't run away and don't do stupid things".

I just nodded my head looking down at the floor and quietly told him "Okay"He then grabbed me by the waist and gave me a gentle kiss on the cheek and passing over him he also left a kiss on my neck after which he told me once again "I'll be back soon" and left the room.

(Catherine)