In This Darkness

Heartless

(Toms pov)

Zoe moaned my name softly and contentedly, I liked that. Sophie came to me and ran her tongue down my neck, I enjoyed it.She got up to the bed and went out to the toilet, and Zoe and I were left alone. Now that we were alone, I was more intimate with her.Sophie came back, she didn't lock the door, but I didn't care. She jumped back on the bed and continued to kiss my body while I fucked Zoe.

(Loris pov)

I was alone in the kitchen for a long time. I left my empty cup on the kitchen table and went to look for Vanessa. She's probably fucking with Bill, but I can't fucking be alone here, she said she'll be with me.I went to the second floor and it was crowded upstairs. Every room was occupied, I don't know which one they could be in.I looked in the corner of the upper floor, there were the fewest people there, probably Vanessa is there. There were two doors, one on the right and the other on the left.I first entered the room on the left. I peeked carefully and saw two gay men kissing. I quickly closed the door and one of the fags yelled at me.I sighed and then slowly approached the door on the right. I slowly opened it and peered into the room. I had something to see.

I saw Tom fucking some whore, and the girl next to him pushed up next to him and kissed his body.The whore that Tom was fucking raised her head towards me first and yelled "Come on bitch close the door." Tom turned his eyes towards me.I was disgusted by the sight, and Tom had a slightly confused look on his face, and then he happily shouted "Come join us." I frowned and told him before I closed the door "You disgust me."I slammed the door. My hand was still on the doorknob, and I had a look of disgust on my face. Before I left the door, I heard one of Tom's bitches say to him, "Tom, let that bitch go, we're having a great time."I ran from the door, ran down the stairs and finally saw stupid Vanessa, whom I've been waiting for all this time.Bill was talking to some guys and Vanessa was just standing next to Bill. I ran up to her and grabbed her hand. I took her a little further away from Bill and she said "What do you want?""You left me alone here, and went running after Bill, but it doesn't matter now. I saw Tom fucking with some two girls, disgusting."I replied, yanking her arm. She withdrew her hand and then said, "Let him have his fun, you wouldn't fuck with him anyway." and turned his gaze slightly to Bill. "Okay, then go back to your Bill." She didn't even answer, just ran after him. You fucking idiot, Vanessa doesn't care about me.I saw Tom walking towards me, and I turned and quickly went outside, I don't know what he was up to.It was cold outside, now there were no people outside the house. Tom ran out of the house, and I felt his warm hand on my arm. I quickly jerked towards him, and he brought his snake body closer to me.He put his big hand over my face and rubbed my cheek with his thumb, saying "Why are you in a bad mood, because I found a replacement for you, if you don't want to fuck with me."I moved my face away from his hand. I was disgusted that he would use me for voluntary sex, just like those two whores.I decided that I would try to lose my feelings for him and I think this night helped me to hate him even more, but I still felt a small amount of jealousy."I'm sick of you Tom Kaulitz, do whatever you want,I hate you."

He quickly grabbed my hair, I felt pain in my head. "I will disgust you even more if you talk like that." he said lowering his face to my lips.He released his hand from my hair and I quickly walked back into the house, letting one tear slide down my face again. Tom didn't go with me, and I ran back to Vanessa."Let's go home," I said to Vanessa, taking her hand. She quickly turned to me and rolled her eyes a little. "Where are you going so early, it's only 9 p.m.," she said sullenly."I sighed and told her "Get Bill's keys and let's go."I saw Tom talking to some guys and then going back upstairs, probably to his fuckers. "Well, wait for me outside," Vanessa said.I waited by Bill's car, and Vanessa soon arrived, taking Bill with her."Why are you leaving so early?" Bill asked me politely, and I replied with a heavy smile, "I'm sleepy." We got into his car and drove to Vanessa's apartment, and tonight I will sleep at her place.Bill came to her building and left us there, and Vanessa and I went to her apartment. We went inside, the apartment was beautiful, but the building was ugly.I didn't say anything to Vanessa when we entered the apartment. I kicked off my heels and walked over to the couch in the living room, where Vanessa told me to sleep.

I didn't feel like sleeping that much, I just wanted to get out of that fucking house. I laid down on the couch, I didn't take off my dress or make-up. Vanessa went into the living room and turned off the light and said goodnight to me, as did I to her.I was alone in this dark, small room and I was in my own thoughts. I hate Tom, I am disgusted by him and his house and all his friends. Now I just needed my family.