In This Darkness

She Must Be Mine

I woke up in someone's car. I was lying in the back seat. I saw Tom behind the wheel and he was looking at me in the rear view mirror for a while. I remembered what happened and that I was kidnapped. I knew that my parents were waiting for me at home and that terrible things were going through their minds. I didn't know what Tom wanted from me. I got up from my lying position and Tom noticed. Apparently, the syringe didn't work well for me, so I wasn't unconscious for long."You're already awake," Tom said as he had a creepy smile on his face that made me shiver. I didn't say anything to him, I just started crying and sat in the car seat on the right side, behind Bill. I cried, because I was scared and too young to behave normally after the kidnapping. "Please let me go, I don't want this, I didn't do anything to you."Tom smiled in the rearview mirror, flicking his tongue over his piercing.I looked at him and saw that he was mocking me. I knew that he would not let me go because he is the leader of Tokio Hotel and no one can stand up to him and I just continued to cry.

(Tom's pov)

I saw this girl coming out of the store. Bill and I were in the car drinking beer that we had bought earlier at the store. I saw her smiling. Her smile was irresistible. I saw her big, dark brown eyes. They were beautiful and I love it when girls have big and beautiful eyes.I often have different girls in my room. They are usually blonde. Girls always respect me because they know who I am and they always want me for themselves, and to me they are just toys that I control. I loved girls for their bodies, and otherwise I used them for one night stands. I couldn't allow myself to fall in love, because I was the head of Los Angeles and the Tokio Hotel.When I saw this girl, I saw something different, something that set her apart from the rest. The wind blew her brown wavy hair. I saw something in her that I didn't see in other girls, her smile, her eyes, her irresistible body. She is pretty. I told Bill then that I had to have her for myself and that's when everything happened. I kidnapped her and now she was in my car.

(Lori's pov)

We were approaching a big house, which was near the city. There were no houses around, and we had a view of Los Angeles. Tom got out of the car and was approaching my door. I tried to get out before he came, to run away, but the door was locked from the inside.Tom saw that I wanted to run away. So he took me by the elbow and quickly took me to the entrance. It was a big rich house, the money was dishonestly earned with which he built this house.Bill followed us inside. Tom pushed me onto the couch and I was now sitting on the couch and he took a chair and placed it in front of me. Bill stood over him with his arms crossed. Tom rested his elbows on his knees and looked straight into my eyes.

"What's your name" Tom asked me as his tongue swirled around his piercing.I looked him in the eyes a little harder, but said "Lori" a little more quietly."Lori, nice," he said, looking down from me." And how old are you?"He asked looking back at me."I'm 16" I told him as I realized that my teenage years were probably taken away from me and let one tear roll down my cheek."Don't cry, I'm 20, I'll take good care of you" he told me, approaching me and wiping my tear from his face.I was shocked to find out that he was 20, and I moved my head away to remove his heavy hand from my cheek.

"Please, Tom, I'm not what you're looking for, please let me go," I told him.Tom started laughing and looked at Bill too, and Bill just smiled at him. "Shall I let you go?" Tom said to me. I watched him and looked at his tempting eyes. "Bill you can go home, I'll have fun with her, come tomorrow and tie up Georgi and Gustav"Bill just shook his head and left.I looked at Bill and started telling him not to leave me alone with Tom, because I was afraid of him, even though I knew he wouldn't help me. Tom put his hand over my mouth and said, "Don't call him, he's my twin brother, he'd never betray me."Now I knew that they were twins and that everyone from Tokio Hotel had their own house."Tomorrow, when the three come, go with us to our common house, to get used to it because now you will be my little toy that will be like a shadow to me." Tom said, removing his hand from my mouth and getting up from his chair.

"I won't be anyone's toy and shadow, I won't be here, I want to go home," I told him, getting up from the couch.He quickly turned to me and grabbed my face saying, "Girl, you know who I am and follow my rules, there's a party tomorrow at our shared house and you're coming with me. There's going to be some other gangs there." Now I was aware that I would not be able to escape from him easily because I had also heard stories that the police could not do anything to the Tokio Hotel.

I removed his hand from my face, and the mark of his hand remained on my face.