In This Darkness

Where Is?

(Loris pov)

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It's half past twelve, and Vanessa and Claudia haven't come back yet. They went there around 10 p.m., and they're still gone, which worries me.Tina and Steven were dancing and enjoying themselves, but I was still worried.I looked at my cocktail and drank it, and then Tina and Steven came up to me and Steven asked me "Why don't you dance with us?" I looked at him, while my head was spinning a little and I felt like I head stretched.I shook my head and then said, taking my purse and getting up from the chair, "I just have to see where Vanessa and Claudia are, so we're going back."Steven nodded, and Tina said, "Okay, we're waiting for you here." They left among the people, and I headed towards the small rooms at the end of the club.I felt nauseous from the cocktails and tequila, but I have to see if Vanessa is okay. I pushed through the crowd, until suddenly I saw a small rooms at the end.All the rooms were occupied, I don't know which one Vanessa and Claudia could be in. I entered the first, there were friends, I entered the second, there was a couple in love, I entered the third, there were more friends, finally I reached the last one, now hoping to see them.

I peeked into the room, there was no one there. I scanned the room a bit with my eyes, and suddenly I saw Vanessa's purse, on one of the armchairs.I closed the door of the room and quickly went to her purse. I opened it and in it were all of Vanessa's documents, from her ID card to her phone.This surprised me a lot, because I know Vanessa doesn't go anywhere without her phone and she would never leave a bag full of things somewhere, and  she wasn't drunk.Still holding the bag in my hands, I looked back into the room and I dilated my pupils, seeing a pool of blood on the couch in the middle of the room.My heart rate almost stopped when I saw that, and in just one second, so many thoughts passed through my mind, what could have happened to Vanessa.I am completely lost, I don't know what is reality and what is not. I've been through so much crap this month and a half since being kidnapped, raped and all that shit.I just want one day to pass without any bullshit and to rest a bit, but obviously that's not inevitable.

I took Vanessa's purse and ran to the couch, and there was only a big fresh pool of blood on the couch and nothing else. Tears clouded my eyes, I just needed to cry a little more.Disturbed and scared, I just ran out of the room, I ran towards the exit and not thinking about Tina and Steven, I need fresh air.I pushed people in front of me, and they cursed at me, but I didn't focus on them. I ran out of the club and went out into the cold air.I was breathing hard, and the cold wind was blowing my hair from my face, and tears were running down my face a little while they slowly turned into ice.I was looking around and saw a taxi driver standing in front of his taxi waiting for a guest from the club to ask him for a ride.I ran towards him, my heels piercing my ears. "Sir, are you free, I need a ride?" I asked him more calmly now.He looked at me, then stood up from the hood of the car and said, "Of course, miss."I sighed more calmly and told him "Thank you." I sat in the back of the car, and he was behind the wheel. I explained to him where he should drive me and he started that way.I know something didn't go well with Vanessa, I have to find out where and if everything is okay. I went back to the Tokio Hotel house, to tell them that Vanessa suddenly disappeared, to go look for her.The taxi driver was getting closer to the Tokio Hotel house and I opened Vanessa's bag to see if I could take the money from her and pay. The taxi driver parked and I paid him with Vanessa's money."Thank you once again" I said to the taxi driver now getting out of the car and running towards the house.

The lights in the house were on, I guess Tokio Hotel are still awake.Tears came to my eyes again just thinking about what happened to Vanessa. I entered the house, it was unlocked."Tom!" I shouted to him through a small sob and in a pained voice, avoiding to sound like that. "Lori, what's wrong?" I heard his voice approaching from the living room.I took quick steps towards his voice and he appeared in the corridor in front of me. "Lori, where are you from before?" he asked me, coming up and putting his hands on my shoulders. I put my hands on his chest and continued to speak to him with a painful voice. "Vanessa disappeared, I only found her things and a pool of blood next to her."Tom looked at me confused, he couldn't stand it while I told him this. He turned his head slowly and looked towards Bill, who was behind us. I looked with pain at Bill, who couldn't say anything. Bill was terrified, he looked towards the floor, distraught, and a tear ran down his face.Bill was just about to faint, Tom ran towards him to hold him so he wouldn't fall over. "No,no! I should have looked out, I don't want to lose her, I don't." Bill screamed as tears flowed from his eyes, he held his head and if it wasn't for Tom, he would have fallen to his knees."Hello, don't panic, maybe everything is fine with her." said Tom to Bill, as he held Bills body close to his own. Tears ran down my face, running to Bill and comforting him together with Tom.Georg and Gustav came and Georg asked worriedly "What happened?" Tom explained to him and Georg and Gustav were worried.

"Let's go look for her, right now." said Bill, raising his head and trying to break away from Tom."Listen, Bill, we can't find her, we don't know where she is. It's best to go to sleep, and tomorrow we'll go see her to see if she's home." Bill let out tears, and then said, closing his eyes, "Okay, okay. .''Tom slowly embraced him and said "Go get some sleep" Bill nodded his head, and then Tom led him to his room, and I followed behind them, wiping my tears.

(Vanessas pov)

I opened my eyes slowly, feeling pain in my head and stomach. I opened my eyes, remembering everything that happened. I was tied to a chair, my mouth was tied, my hands and feet were tied. I was in a big and rich room.There was a man standing in front of me, in rich clothes, he was tall with black hair. He saw that I finally came to my senses and laughed mischievously. I was scared, not knowing what to do. The man still didn't say anything to me, and then shouted "Claudia!"Everything is clear to me, she calls Claudija, the treacherous bitch who brought me here, with whom I was madly in love, but she screwed everything up.I didn't even think that she was working for some jerk, I just thought that she was in love with me, as much as I was with her.This man looked at me with a mischievous look, and I froze under his gaze. Claudia entered this room and said "Say Mark."I looked at her sullenly, I looked at her as my enemy, while tears now started to slide down my pale face. I lost a lot of blood after the stabbing, I felt weak, and even worse when I saw Claudia, walking in front of me, crushing my little one stupid heart.She was standing behind this Mark, leaning against the wall, and I noticed that she wasn't happy, she didn't seem happy because of what she was doing to me, but I don't care, she definitely broke my heart unintentionally or on purpose.Mark lowered himself on my face, and I was still sullenly, through tears, looking at Claudia, not looking at Mark. He grabbed my face and turned to him, then said "Now tell me the code of the Tokio Hotel bank card, tell me the code of all their cards." he said, while removing the duct tape from my mouth.I looked at him confused and told him "How do I know, bring them here and take them out." I said, still grumpy."Okay grumpy bitch, then give me Tom Kaulitz's number, I believe you know it by heart." he said, mocking me. I looked at him harshly and said "What do you want?" 

"Give me his number, if you don't want to die." he said seriously, but still mocking me. I sighed and dictated Tom's number to him. Mark turned to Claudia and said to her, "Now the second part of the plan is going on. Come and get what you need."I looked at them confused, as they both headed for the door and turned off the light. I screamed at them, but no one even turned around, they just closed the door and left me in this dark room, to be tied to a fucking chair.I was never going to save myself by screaming, so I decided to stop and just cried. My tears were flowing, full of Claudia's dick. I was a fool to ever fall in love with her. I just needed to take care of Bill, who I need now, who I know will never leave me and will always be there for me. Now I just want to be in a warm embrace with Bill, I don't need fucking Claudia, I just need Bill.