(Lori's pov)
He left the room. I covered my naked body with a sheet and used it to wipe my tears. Everything hurt, I felt nauseous. My body always disgusted me and I wanted to die or kill Tom. I just felt awful. I slowly got out of bed, I wanted to take a shower. I was in the room when I heard someone's voice saying my name. I quickly left the room wrapped in a sheet. I saw Tom close the door and go back into the kitchen."Tom, was someone looking for me?" I asked Tom from the stairs. Tom quickly turned to me, his eyes sparkled. He looked at me from head to toe, and then said, looking at my body, "No, but some beggar." He looked back at his cutie and asked me politely, as if he had never raped me "Do you want to eat?" I shook my head and told him "I want to take a shower." He looked at me again and smiled and nodded his head, while his mouth was full of food. I went to the bathroom to freshen up and get the smell of Tom off me. I already remembered his smell well. I filled the tub with water and got in. I also soaked my hair, because I wanted to remove the traces of Tom's hand from it. I didn't even count the number of times he grabbed my hair. I enjoyed the water for 20 minutes and put Tom's shampoo back on. I wiped my body with a towel after which I put on Tom's boxers again, my bra and Tom's t-shirt. There was a mirror in our room, and a chair in front of it. I sat down in front of the mirror and took a hairbrush, which I found in the bathroom. Probably some of Tom's whores forgot the brush. I was combing my hair and looking at my poor face in the mirror. Suddenly I could see Tom walking in on the mirror. I didn't even look back at him, I just continued to comb my hair. He was coming from behind me and I was watching it all in the mirror. He was looking at me in the mirror and now he was above me."May I?" asked Tom, thinking of taking a brush and combing my hair. I didn't say anything to him, I just put the brush in his hand. He combed my hair slowly and gently. He looked at me in the mirror a little, and he looked at my hair a little.I was surprised that he combed my hair so gently, because he only knew that he heard her and was pulling. "I love your hair" he said smiling. I was silent for a while, and then I asked him sharply, "Well, if you love her, why do you keep pulling her?" He didn't say anything to me, he just smiled and twirled his piercing with his tongue. When he finished, he put the brush on the table and stroked my hair. He caressed her like that and I liked it. He lowered himself a little to my face and now we were looking at our face reflections in the mirror. He was so beautiful and his eyes had a kind of sparkle, but also a dark side. He had everything perfect on him, but not his soul. He brushed my hair out of the way and gave me a kiss on the cheek and left two on my neck. "Bill, Georg and Gustav are coming soon, so I'll be waiting for you downstairs," he said, now he was looking at me straight in the face, not in the mirror. I looked away from the mirror at Tom and nodded to him, and he gave me a kiss on the lips . He left the room looking back at me once more I screamed inside myself, my heart was breaking, as well as my soul. Half an hour ago he raped me and pulled my hair,and now he was so tender and caressing my hair. He was irresistible, but also terrible. One part of me hated him, and another part of me was in love. I remembered Cruce, he was so beautiful, but Tom shot him in the head. Maybe Cruce would still be alive now if I hadn't messed with him, I felt guilty and responsible for his death.
My hair was getting dry.I heard familiar voices, the other members of Tokio Hotel have arrived. I was going down and stopped on the stairs. I saw a girl with them, maybe she was even my age.She was sitting on Georg's lap and he was twirling her hair in his hand.Tom was sitting next to him drinking beer and offering beer to this girl. I went downstairs and greeted them all downstairs. I extended my hand to this girl and stood up. "I'm Maria," she said, getting up from Georg.Tom pushed Bill, who was sitting next to him, into a seat next to him. I was a little uncomfortable sitting next to him. He put his arm around my shoulder and drank a beer. Maria settled down next to me. She was smoking a cigarette too.
Tom grabbed my chin and said "You two go upstairs, we have some urgent matters to discuss." I nodded my head and gestured to Maria to go upstairs. She followed me up the stairs, and Tom watched me as I left. Maria had dark brown hair, it was almost black and her hair reached her shoulders. She also had dark brown, large eyes. "How old are you?" she asked me."16"I answered her embarrassed. She sighed and looked at me knowing my pain."I'm 18" she said.I nodded and then she asked me "Honey , how did you end up here?"I sighed and raised my eyebrows a little and said "I am forced to be here" We were sitting on the bed between Tom's and my room. She was looking at me, and I looked back at her and asked "And what about you?" "My brother, a retard, his name is Nick, is in a gang, I don't know if you've heard of them, they're called Dangerous Boys. I know it's corny, but there you go. Our parents died when we were little, and then we were adopted by my uncle who is in that gang, so Nick is there too. I don't interfere in their business, but I go to these spa parties and that's where I met Georg. I loved Georg, but I cheated on him. If he finds out I'm done, he can kill me, after which a war between the Dangerous Boys and Tokio Hotel begins,don't tell anyone please."She told me all this, and I looked at her palely with a lot of sadness in my eyes and answered her "I won't tell anyone, don't worry." She smiled and thanked me."By the way, I came here because, if you don't know, Bill and Georg are going to Europe tomorrow on some assignment, as is my brother, and Nick won't let me stay home alone, so he asked Georg to sleep somewhere safe, so Georg brought me here and I'm staying for a couple of day"I was overjoyed when I heard this news and because I won't be alone with Tom in this huge house. "I'm really glad, because I won't be alone here," I kindly told her. I guess that's why they chased us out of the living room because they're having a conversation and preparing for the cation they're doing in Europe.(Maria )
(Age:18)
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In This Darkness
RomanceA girl who is in the second year of high school lives with her family in Los Angeles. She is 16 years old and her name is Lori. She has a beautiful life but it is all taken away from her, after she is kidnapped by the most dangerous gang in that cit...