My world

31.

Meredith.

The next morning I woke up to an empty bed. I move to roll on my back and pain aches throughout my entire body.

I definitely didn't expect losing my virginity would have been anything like last night but I'm definitely not complaining.

But I'm going to be complaining in pain for the rest of the day.

I get out of bed and go into the bathroom and take a quick hot shower.

I get dressed in a pair of jeans and a black sweater before doing my hair and then going downstairs.

"Good morning, sleepyhead," Derek says from his spot on the couch with Mark. They're watching the game.

"It'll be a good morning when I'm not in excruciating pain which is your fault," I say. I kiss him on the lips before I go into the kitchen.

I'm not very hungry but I make some toast so I can take some painkillers.

"Why is she limping, what did you do to her?" I heard Mark say to Derek.

"Nothing, she's fine," Derek says. "You sound like an abusive boyfriend, do you want me to kick your ass?" He says. Derek scoffs.

"No, we had sex last night and she's a little sore," he says. "A little, it looks like you hit her with your car!" He whispers harshly.

I eat breakfast and then take some painkillers with my coffee. I put my dirty dishes into the sink and go into the living room.

"This is what men do at ten in the morning on a Wednesday?" I say sitting next to Derek on the couch.

"It's a day off, so it's pretty boring so there's nothing else to do," he says. "Then what am I living here for?" I say before drinking my coffee. Mark laughs and Derek glares at him.

"You get days off from being a mafia leader?" I say. "Rarely but it happens," he shrugs.

"So Meredith... how did you sleep last night?" Mark says.

"Pretty well I guess, I was really tired so I fell asleep pretty quickly," I say.

"How quickly He smirks. "I don't know, as soon as I laid down," I shrug.

"Long night?" He says. "Yeah, I guess," I say. "She knows what you're doing so stop it," Derek says.

"Oh come on, who doesn't want to brag about a long night of sex?" He says.

"People who aren't whores. Sex lives are supposed to be private," I say. Derek chuckles and wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me into his side.

"Not the way I do it. If you feel that way then Shepherds doing it wrong. The right way makes you want to record it and post it on the internet," he says.

"You're gross," I say. "Or you haven't had the right kind of sex," he says.

"How do you know about my sex life?" I say. "Derek told me you two haven't done it until last night," he says.

"Why are you telling people about our sex life, especially a guy who screws women like it's a sport?" I say pulling back.

"That's all I told him. That's it," he says. "Don't tell him anything else, I don't want people knowing any of that, especially him," I say.

"Okay. I'm sorry," he said softly and kissed my head. "You are so whipped," Mark laughs as he watches tv.

"At least I feel human emotions. You haven't dated a woman since high school and when you did you cheated on her and the rest of your girlfriends," Derek says.

"So? It's called having a life, you should get one instead of getting married and having babies," Mark rolls his eyes.

"You won't be saying that when you're fifty years old and no one wants you, single, no family, no friends," he says.

"So you're going to leave me too?" He says. "Yeah, I have a wife and kids to keep me busy, what do I need you for?" He says. I smile. He rolls his eyes.

"Kids are gross and icky, I don't want any of those," he says. "Yes, you do, speaking of which, you should probably talk to Rose... I'm pretty sure that kid that she had with her is here and I know it's not mine so there's a good chance that it might be yours," he says.

"That's not possible," Mark says. "It's always possible," Derek says. "No. It's not," he says.

"Did you use condoms?" He asks. "No, but she said she was on birth control," Mark says. "Have you met Rose? She's a pathological liar, just because she said she's on birth control doesn't mean she is. She never used birth control when we were together," Derek says.

"I don't think she was ovulating," he says. "You don't have to be ovulating to get pregnant Mark... you should check it out, just in case," he says.

"I don't want a kid," he rolls his eyes. "Every kid should have a father, be the father you never had," he says.

"Take your own advice," he says. "I will when I have a kid, but until then this is about your kid," he says.

"How on earth am I supposed to raise a kid with what I do?" He says looking at Derek.

"You're an adult. Think about what I had to endure when I was younger and do what you think would be best for the child," he says.

"I hate that you're a good person," he groans before taking his phone and leaving the room, to go call Rose I think.

"You're a good person for saying all that... do you really think the kid could be Marks?" I say rubbing his thigh with my hand.

"Probably, I don't know if she was sleeping with anyone else in the time she was sleeping with Mark," he says.

"Did they continue after you two broke up or only before?" I ask.

"Mark and I didn't speak for a few weeks after what happened but I'm pretty sure he was still sleeping with her at that time," he says.

"Did you want children with Rose?" I ask. "For a while, I thought so... until I started to really think about it and I didn't really like the idea of being bound to her for the rest of my life," he says.

"What about me?" I ask. "I would love to have children with you one day, when you're ready of course, and hopefully married by then.. but I'm okay with being bound to you forever," he smiles at me. I smile. I lean in and press my lips to his.

We start making out and he places his hands on my waist and lifts me onto his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck and his arms go around my waist, pulling me closer as he deepens the kiss.

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