I'm right here

What is going on?

I haven't heard from Jaime since the party. The only times we see each other is if I'm visiting the titans or he's hanging out with Bart and Jon playing video games. I walk in the house carrying books that I've been reading in the barn. "Hey Blake look who's here." I drop my books startling myself, I quickly pick them up and I rush up to my room. I didn't know Jaime was going to be here today! I hear a knock on my door before it opens. Jaime stands there with a book in his hand and his other hand in his pocket. "You dropped this on your way in." I take it from him nodding. "Thank you." He steps in closing the door. "Are we really just friends?" He steps closer, he hasn't called me that in a while. "I-I, isn't that what we are? Friends? I'm confused, is there something that I'm missing?" He locks the door and walks even closer, I land on my bed getting nervous, he gets between my legs, his hands intwine with mine above my head. His lower part press against me. "J-Jaime!" He moves against me, his hands squeeze mine as his movements become rough and slow. "Ja- Jaime, a-ah!" His face goes to my neck. "Let me ask again, are we really just friends?" I use my legs to squirm out but he uses his to keep me still. I whimper as he press against me harder. "Look at me and answer." His mood has changed. "I-I...you're scaring me, please stop. "I wince as he squeeze my hands tight then let's me go. He gets off me. "Shit!" Jaime unlocks the door Jon is standing at the door smirking. "What are you two up too?" I get behind my brother. Jaime grumbles. "Nothing, we were just talking." Jon looks between us with a raised brow. "Did something happen?" I hold back tears shaking my head. "Nothing happened, we were just talking. I allowed him in my room." He pinch the bridge of his nose. "You know you're not allowed to have boys in your room with the door closed, especially locked. You better be glad it was me that found you and not dad. Blake, what really happened between you two, your heart was racing and you shied away from Jaime. You never done that before. What's going on?" I look away rubbing my arm. "Your heart rate is up again, what did he do?"  I whimper. "We just talked, that's it, nothing happened just drop it. Please?" He sighs. "I should of used my hearing to listen in. Are you coming down, Damien is coming over, we're playing video games." I shake my head. "I'm going to finish reading my book." He points at the book I'm holding. "You finished that book." I lay it on the bed blushing. "Oh, right." He close my door. "Blake I'm your brother whatever happened you can tell me." If I told him it will start a fight and their friendship will be over. "Nothing! I will join you down stairs." He hums. "Ok." I follow him down the stairs, Jaime is on the couch in his phone, he looks up at me for a moment and goes back to his phone. "When will Damien be here?" Jon opens the door. "Hey Damien." Damien walks in with two boxes of pizza. "Hey Blake here to join us? Mainly join Jaime." He teases me and I blush at his words. I see Jaime watching me which made me blush even more. Jon and Damien laugh sitting next to each other leaving the one space next to Jaime. I sit next to him keeping my hands in my lap. "Halo, call of duty or modern warfare?" Jon hands us controllers. "Call of duty!" Damien calls. We agree with him. "Alright let the game begin." 

We played for hours, the boys argue amongst each other about the game. "Oh come on! Damien are you camping? Because if you are..." Damien laughs. "There's no need for me to camp when the player sucks at the game." Jaime rolls his eyes at the comment. "Hey kids." I smile at dad. "Where's mom?" I ask. "She's working a little late, you know how she is. What are all of you playing?" Jaime whines when he dies again. "Call of duty." We say together. "Oh ok, don't stat up too late we have errands to run tomorrow don't forget. Oh pizza." Dad takes a slice and leaves. "Blake where are you?" I giggle as I take out a few more people. "She's on the other side of the map too busy kicking ass. Damn you're really good!" Damien compliments. "Thanks." The game continues for a little bit and we began watching a movie. I blush when Jaime had his arm stretched out on the back of the couch, I look at his features. He looks like he's back to normal. "Jaime?" He looks down at me then back at the movie. I jump hugging Jaime when a jump scare pops up on the screen. His hand slides to my waist pulling me close, his fingertips brush against the side of my butt then his whole hand rest there. I slightly whimper earning odd looks from Damian and Jon. Before Jon could notice his hand Jaime moved it. "I knew we shouldn't have watched this movie. Will you be able to sleep tonight?" I nod, my face still buried in his chest. By the time the movie was over it was time for bed. "Here are the blankets and pillows. Blake are you sure you're ok for bed?" I nod. "You can sleep with me if your scared." Jon stands in front of me glaring at Jaime. "That's not funny Jaime, is everything ok? You don't look too good." Jaime looks at me, I cling onto Jon getting nervous. "I'm fine." Jon and I head upstairs for the night.