I'm right here

A cycle

Selene and I sit outside eating our lunch. "Are you ok? You haven't talked all day. At least you're eating now." The mark on my neck burns, it burns like it's want or need Jaime but, I don't want Jaime. "Wow you feel hot, are you ok? Do you have a fever?" I shake my head. "I'm-I'm fine." I pant feeling slick between my legs. What is happening to me? I feel extremely aroused! "Blake you don't look too good." I rub my thighs together whimpering. I don't want Jaime but, I need him right now. My hand go between my legs. "Blake, are you... are you horny?" I nod. "I don't know why, I don't know what's going on. I need to go home." Jon walks over to us with a raised brow. "Blake, are you ok?" Jon catches me before I fall off the bleachers. I continue panting and tears fall. "Blake? Blake what's going on wi-" I kiss him. I need to stop whatever is happening to me. I pull away from him for a moment then go back in for another kiss slipping my tongue into his mouth. He pulls away shocked even Selene was surprised including me. I kissed my brother! We're not blood but still it was weird but oddly enough it felt good. I go back in for another but he pulls back. "Blake what is going on with you? You're burning up, I'm taking you home. Selene can you cover for us at school?" Selene nods. "Get better, I will visit you later." He picks me up and flies off with me in his arms.

"Alright little sister get comfortable." I pull him on the bed running my hands in his black hair. "B-Blake!  What are you doing?" I wrap my legs around him locking him in. "Please, Jon." Tears stream down my face. "Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck!" He smash his lips against mine. Both of us moan into the kiss he pulls away pulling his shirt off. I pant watching him strip out his clothes. I take my shirt and pants off, he unclips my bra and kiss my neck then my mark. "Jon!" I moan. "I don't understand what's going on with you right now but hopefully after this you feel better." He goes between my legs and began eating me out. "Ah!" I moan fisting his hair he keeps my legs from closing, I jolt a bit when his tongue dives deeper. "Ah! J-Jo-Jon!" My orgasm hits me hard. He crawls back on top of me kissing my lips hungrily and push in. Both of us sigh and he goes back to kissing me. His movements are gentle. "D-do-don't hold back. I'm not fragile." He press his forehead against mine. "Are you sure?" I nod. He groans moving faster and using all his strength and speed. The bed shakes and creaks underneath us almost sounding like it's going to break. "How does that feel, are you ok?" I nod. "It feels, it feels amazing! I'm getting close!" I bury my face in his neck. "M-me too." Both of us reach our orgasm and he cums inside me with each thrust. He slowly pulls out giving me one last kiss. My body relaxes and he lays beside me. "Fuck! We can't tell anyone about this. No one can know, this was a one time thing, understand?" I nod. "Yes." I honestly agree, I don't have those kind of feelings for Jon, I only see him as my brother and he will always be my big brother no matter what. I honestly don't know what happened to me. I can't believe I had sex with my brother. "I can't believe I fucked my little sister." He gets up grabbing his shirt. "I'm calling mom, I'm going to let her know you weren't feeling well and I brought you home." I nod. "Blake, are you ok? Really, with the whole thing with Jaime and having a panic attack. You don't talk about it, you just shut down completely." I look away holding the sheets close to my body. "I don't know, I don't really want to talk about it just thinking about what happened between Jaime and I makes me sick sometimes. What he did to me was, it was..." I choke. "It was disgusting. What he did to was disgusting." He gets back in the bed clothed wiping my tears. "I'm sorry." He shakes his head. "No, don't apologize, you're hurting right now. I'm going to call mom, are you hungry?" I shake my head. Jon leaves the room and I get under the covers going to sleep.

I wake up to a bunch of text messages from Jaime, he wants to talk to me but, I can't, I'm not ready to yet. I shut my phone off frowning and go to the restroom. I began panting, it's happening again, what is going on with me? And it's stronger this time. The need for Jaime is becoming stronger, what Jon did apparently didn't help at all it just makes it worse. I collapse onto the ground. "Blake? Shit! I got you, come here." Jon places me back in bed and calls dad. "Dad said he will be on his way home just hold on a bit longer." I cry in the pillow, I cry for Jaime I need him, I want him! "Jaime!" I cry. It hurts, everything hurts! A portal opens. Zatana picks me up and carry me through. I look over as she slays me down and my eyes widen. Jaime lays there panting in a sweat. What is happening to him? "Ja-Jaime." He looks over at me. "Mi amor." He sits up and moves closer to me, I back away from his touch. "Mi amor please." Doctor fate close his book. "You two are going through a cycle, it happens occasionally especially when both mates are separating from each other after a fight for long periods of time. The cycle helps reconnect the two of you and if you have sex with someone else instead of your partner it gets worse and it seems like you both gotten worse." Jaime looks at me with hurt in his eyes. "Who did you have sex with?" Is he serious right now? Playing the innocent card. "Who did you sleep with?" I ask back and he shakes his head looking away. "The both of you will be fine after you two have sex. We will leave the two of you alone." We look at each other. I can't, not with him, not yet.