I'm right here

Never letting go

I lay in bed cold no matter how many blankets I put on my body I'm still cold and everything hurts, I can barely move I'm so weak, I'm tired. I want to lay here and sleep forever. "Clark she's getting worse." I hear my mom say. "I know, I know, I don't know what to do." "I do." My eyes widen. "What the hell are you doing here?" Jaime. "I invited him over, I will explain everything to you downstairs. We should give Jaime and Blake sometime alone. Please dad, trust me on this." "Ok, ok, if it will help Blake." The door closes. "Mi amor-" I cut him off. "Don't call me that." I mumble not looking at him. "Baby please, let me explain. I'm sorry, I'm sorry about everything I said." The bed shifts, I can't move to get away from him, I'm too weak. "Don't touch me." I mumble weakly. "Shit, what have I done to you, I didn't mean for any of this to happen, I didn't mean for it to get this far. I'm so sorry." I can't cry anymore. He continues talking then began explaining himself. He tells me everything. "I'm everything I said was a lie, I love you mi amor." He chokes. "Blake please." I use the rest of my strength to sit up but I fail and fall against Jaime. He grabs my shoulders, it's weird feeling his touch again. "You're so small and weak, I did this to you." He lifts my chin. "Mi amor." He gently press his lips against mine and I pull back. "No." I mumble. He continues pressing his lips against mine this time a little harder. I pull away again. "I can't." He press his forehead against mine. "Yes you can." He mumbles against my lips. "Please?" His lips press against mine again and I slowly give in kissing him back. Tears fall down my cheek as we continue to kiss. He pulls me closer to him. "I missed you so much baby, I'm so fucking sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry." He apologizes. He goes to my mark kissing it gently then bites down. I moan loud pressing against him more, I rest my hands on his chest. He pulls back pulling his shirt off and grabs my shirt taking it off. He lays me down gently taking his pants and underwear off. He takes my panties and go between my legs kissing my entrance before penetrating his tongue into me. "Ah!" My hands go into his hair, I miss his touch, I miss everything about him. He grabs my thighs squeezing them and groaning as I pull at his hair. I moan louder feeling myself getting close then he pulls back. "Not yet baby." He hovers over me and smash his lips against mine. I wrap my legs around him as he slowly enters me. He pulls back gasping. "Oh fuck!" He moans grabbing my waist. His pace moves faster hitting my g-spot. I throw back my head against the pillow moaning. My nails dig into his back, the bed creaks underneath us with the rhythm of his movements. "I'm close!" He moans. "M-me to!" I clench around him and reach my orgasm with him. He leans in kissing me and continues to move in and out of me even though we already came. "A-again?" He hums. I whimper at the sensitivity, he's a little gentler this time. "I love you so fucking much. Mmm..." he goes back to my neck kissing it. "I love you so much, I'm never letting you go ever again." We continued making love to each other for a while.

I lay next to him his arm hanging around my lower back and I trace my finger on his chest. "How do you feel now?" I sigh burying my face in his neck. "Better, much better. I missed you." He kiss my forehead. "I missed you too. Your cousin has been giving me a hard time for ever since we broken up. He's been kicking my ass non stop." I giggle. "But I deserved it. I deserved every bit of it." Tears fall down his cheeks. I sit up and kiss his lips. I slowly climb on top of him and guid myself down on him and move. "Ah! Just like that baby." I scratch at his chest moving faster. "You're beautiful." He says sitting up. He goes to my chest sucking my right nipple. "Jaime!" I moan. He hums and go to my left nipple giving it the same treatment. I feel him pulse inside me and I tighten around him again. He pulls back groaning as he comes. He pulls himself out and I lay on top of him resting my head on his chest. "I promise I will never hurt you like this ever again. I'm never going to lose you ever again. Understand?" I kiss his chin. "Yes." I doze off fast.

I wake up in the bed alone feeling sad, where did Jaime go? I tear up. Why did he leave without saying goodbye or leave a note? "Jaime." I whimpered getting out of bed and throwing my pajamas on. I freshen up and go downstairs to find Jaime sitting at the table with my dad. "Blake you're actually up and moving. How do you feel?" I smile relieved that Jaime is still here. "I feel better, a lot better, I don't feel as weak as I was before." Jaime's eyes trail down my body and back up. "I'm hungry actually." I say. My stomach growls. "Great because we are going out for breakfast. We're having a breakfast date. Go get dressed I will wait for you." I go back upstairs and change clothes. I change into skinny jeans and a hoodie. It's been a while since we have been on a date. I am really excited for it. "Ok I'm ready!" I tell him. He smiles getting up. "Beautiful as always." My dad smiles looking between us. "You two have fun and Jaime, if you hurt her again..." Jaime shakes his head. "I won't, I promise."