I'm right here

I hate you

I move away from him. "Mi amor please, we're both hurting, we both need this." I shake my head. "No you need this, I'm the one that's hurt no-not yo-you! You want to know who I had sex with?" I want to say it. I need to say it, he needs to hurt the way I hurt. "I did it with Jon, at least he didn't hurt me the way you did." His face pales. "Yo-you had sex with your brother?" "Yes and I would do it again if it means I don't have to touch you." He looks at me hurt. "You don't mean that Mi amor." I can see the tears in his eyes. The tears pour down my face. "I wish we never marked each other." He wipes his eyes. "Fine, remember Traci? My ex, that's who I had sex with, matter of fact we've been fucking for a while now before you and I even broke up." My heart shatters. "You- you were cheating on me." He shrugs. "I needed someone that wasn't weak, needy and whiny all the time. I was getting tired of you always needing to be protected by me, always relying on me it was getting annoying. And you're so fucking innocent which pisses me off the most, I needed someone more experienced. She's better at sex than you are." I feel sick to my stomach I feel like vomiting right now. "You were cheating on me this whole time and I didn't know. You never loved me, did you?" He cross his arms not answering. I go to the trash can and vomit. I wipe my mouth and sob. "I hate." I mumble. "What was that?" He asks. I grab an object and throw it at him. "I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU JAIME REYES! I WISH WE NEVER MET!" I continue throwing things at him ignoring the heat spreading through my body. "I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" I hit him repeatedly. I stop when a portal opens. "Blake?" I sob. "Daddy." I run into dad's arms. "I want to go home, I don't want to be here, I don't want to be near him. I hate him! I hate him!" He picks me up. "Ok, ok we're going home. You, stay away from my daughter. Stay away from my home."

-Jaime-

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! Why did I say all those things about her. All of it was a lie, except, yes I did I have sex with Traci once during this damn cycle but that was it. Traci and I are just friends and Traci understands that. I need to win Blake back. All those things I said about her was a lie. I just wanted to hurt because of what she said about Jon. I hurt her twice, I'm such a fucking moron! What the fuck is wrong with me? I need to win her back fast, but, how? I need to talk to Jon that's if he will actually talk to me. I lay on my bed groaning. This cycle is killing me, I need to relieve myself. I undo my pant and pull myself out, I think about Blake, they she looks, the way she smells, her touch. Fuck! I miss her. I move up and down on my shaft at a slow pace, I fist the sheets groaning and moving my hips. My hand moves faster and I cum all over my hand and chest. I catch my breath before cleaning everything up then lay back down my arm over my face and tears stream down my cheek. "What the fuck have I done?"

-Blake-

"Jon!" We said it would be a one time thing but now, it can't. It's the only way to stop these cycles long enough for me to focus on school and other things before feeling it hit me again. He intwine his hands with mine cumming inside me. He sighs letting me go and pull out. He gets up grabbing his clothes and punch's the wall. "Dammit!" I tear up. Not only is my relationship with Jaime hurting me it's also hurting Jon and I relationship with each other. We're siblings, siblings don't have sex with each other. "I'm sorry. Maybe I should find some-" he stops me. "No, absolutely not, you're my sister. I want to help you, you're my responsibility. I don't want anyone else touching you but me, I don't want you getting hurt again, understand?" I nod. "I miss him but, I hate him at the same time. I can't, I can't believe he would say all those things. I can't believe he cheated on me while we were dating. Why would hurt me again?" Jon sighs. "Jaime is also hurting, both of you have a strong bond with each other, stronger than any bond I ever seen besides mom and dad. Both of you just need space from each other even though it's literally hurting the both of you." I hold the sheet to my chest looking away. "Do you hate me now?" He instantly gets in front of me his blue eyes bore into mine. "I could never hate you, you're my little sister and I love you. I will do anything for you even if it means having sex with you will help you. It's weird but, you need me and I'm ok with that. We should get down stairs mom is almost done with dinner." He leaves the room. I get out of his bed and throw on my pajamas.

"Blake, you're barely eating." Mom points. "I guess I'm not that hungry." Mom and dad look at each other and dad sighs putting his fork down. "Blake, you and Jaime will be marked forever, I asked you if you were sure and you said yes. Marking each other is a very serious thing, even though you two broke up dating other people will never be the same. That's why I was so worried when I saw those marks. How are you dealing with your cycles?" I blush. "Dad!" I say embarrassed. "Right, privacy, sorry, I'm just concerned." He can't know Jon and I are having sex.