Unwanted--BTS--Soulmate AU

I love you

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Song: i love you by Billie Eilish

Namjoon was worried.

Yoongi had been laying on the floor for hours, staring at the wall in complete silence after breaking down completely once he finished Sabrina's journals. Joon had debated whether or not to give them to Yoongi in the first place but if he had known how his hyung would react to whatever was in them, he would've burned them instead.

He was half tempted to flick through the journals to see just what had set Yoongi off so badly but he was hesitant to invade Sabrina's privacy like that. Whatever was in there was obviously very traumatic and best left alone.

Sometime around 3 AM, Namjoon heard Yoongi mumbling. He sat up from his reclining position on the couch and watched as Yoongi peeled himself off of the cold floor, before standing up on wobbly legs. Joon blinked tiredly at him, wiping his eyes before coming over to stand before him.

"What're you doing?" he asked warily.

"I have to see her," Yoongi croaked out.

"Yoongi, no. She's not even conscious," Joon attempted to reason.

"I don't care! I have to see her! She needs me!" Yoongi shouted as he stumbled towards the door.

He heard Joon yell his name as he left the room but he didn't stop. He needed to find Sabrina. He walked towards the elevators and stopped briefly, eying the hospital map that was plastered on the wall. He shoved open the stairwell door and rushed down the stairs until he made it to the third floor. Following the arrows for the ICU, he rounded a corner and found a young woman sitting at the front desk, smiling brightly as he approached.

"Good evening, sir! Visiting hours are over, but you can certainly come back tomorrow morning at 10:00 AM!" She chirped.

Yoongi's eye twitched at her stupidly cheery attitude but he just ignored her and barreled forward, scanning the names on the whiteboards outside each room as he hurried along the corridor.

"SIR! You cannot be back here!" the nurse cried as she jogged behind him.

Yoongi just kept going, intent on finding Sabrina. His vision was swimming due to his utter exhaustion and he felt like he was about to fall over but he wasn't giving up. When he finally found her door, he stopped abruptly, causing the pipsqueak of a nurse to slam into his back and lose her balance. Yoongi ignored her indignant squawk as she fell on her ass and instead stared at the door.

She was in there. She was right behind that door. He braced himself and slowly stepped forward with an outstretched hand, but he was suddenly yanked backwards.

"Let's go bub," a gruff voice barked behind him. Yoongi whipped around and glared at the burly security guard who was holding his arm.

"Fuck you! I have to see Sabrina!" he yelled as he began to struggle against the guard's hold.

"No can do. Let's go!" he replied and started dragging Yoongi down the hall.

He swore and shouted, making a scene as he was forcibly removed from the ICU and down the hall. As he struggled with the guard, the elevator dinged and Yoongi was relieved to see Joon step off, followed closely by Dr. Lee.

"Thank god! These idiots won't let me see Sabrina!" he shouted.

Joon shook his head and crossed his arms, while Dr. Lee scowled at him.

"Mr. Min, you shouldn't be down here. These patients are in critical condition and you are disturbing them!" the doctor scolded.

"I don't give a flying fuck about anyone else but Sabrina. I need to see her!"