This Goes Out To You

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Dear Lan Sizhui,


I know that it has been some time since we've talked. How are you in Gusu? I miss hanging out with you and sitting by the cherry tree. I'm okay, by the way.


My days have been good, but lacking, and I guess I have you to blame, haha. This might sound strange but all I can think about is when my mother will tell me that we're going back to Gusu, just so I can see you again.


I don't know why I get the feelings that I do, but when I'm around you, I feel so anxious that my heart won't stop pounding. I fidget with my hands and hair because I don't know what else to do with them.


Seeing you smile, seeing you laugh makes me feel so much, and I don't understand the feelings that I'm getting from it all. I guess I also have you to blame for that too.


Oh! Let me tell you about my day and you can tell me about yours when you write back. Today I went night hunting with jiujiu [Jiang Cheng] and he kept yelling at me again.


Just like he always does *eye roll*. And we weren't able to catch anything useful, but I still like being able to be around my uncle, even if he's too hot-headed for his own good.


We passed by these flowers. I think they were white calla lilies. They kind of reminded me of you. You're a good-natured, strong-willed person, but you're also so sweet- Well- yeah. So, how have your days been?


I'm sure you've been busy being a disciple of the Lan Clan of Gusu, but I'd love to hear all about it. If that's okay with you, of course. Oh, and Fairy says hi! I know you two haven't met too much, but he seems to really like you when you're around, so that's good *smiles*.


Anyway, I better go, I know this letter was short, but I'm not good with words and I have practice to do, but I hope you're okay.


I miss seeing the cherry blossom petals fall around you, you kind of glowed when that happened. It was so- amazing to see. Hopefully we'll see each other soon.


With best regards,

Jin Rulan


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Word Count: 384

Hey guys, I'm so sorry for the massive delay for new chapters.

Unfortunately I had a death in the family, and my mental health was spiraling down again.

I apologize for the inconvenience and will return to uploading weekly again 🙂

Stay safe and healthy out there 💚

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