Abandoned

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The last boy who kissed me

Called me an abandoned building.

Perhaps, the way my inner thighs creaked

When he walked through my doors drove him away.

He did not listen to me speak

My voice was dusty air making him sick.

He did not accept the guilt, in exchange for my innocence

My truth was a dusty corner making him cringe.

In my rooms he discovered the colognes of too many men.

The stench of aborted dreams and rejection lingered in my beds

But he was only concerned that they had never been lain in.

He mopped my tongue like a kitchen floor

Desperate to remove the relics of every meal before him.

He was the only taste in my mouth.

He wanted me to burn down so he could renovate me.

He put me in pain so he could save me.

He set fire to my walls

Hoping to put out the flames with my tears.

So I wept kerosene.

There is no saviour more sacred than a woman's body ablaze.

He looked into my eyes, and could not find the love he was searching for.

I could not tell him where I hid the love he was searching for

My voice was dusty air making him sick.

The last boy who kissed me called me an abandoned building.

Then

He abandoned me.

- Doeyoh Pentey

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