This is Dark Sea of Emotions

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Wandering

Helpless

Confused

And hysterical

I am lost

Wallowing in the dark sea of heavy emotions that weigh me down

Deeper and deeper

Until I've reached rock bottom

I've been here for so long and so many times

That it doesn't even hurt anymore

I don't feel the icy exterior as I break Through the surface of happiness

All I feel I numb

Numb

Numb

Numbness tingles from my heart to my head

From my arms to my legs

Trying so much to reach the soul

When pain

Sadness

Anger

Worry

Despair

Lonliness

Longing

Shame and Embrassment

Succeed in passing through the sheets of No really it's ok

I promise I'm fine

And I don't care anymore

I feel them

And they hurt

But I just can't grasp the pain

Get a hold of it

So I can let go

So I can move on

More often than not it takes forever and a day

For me to reach the surface

For me to catch a breath of air again

Sitting so long in the dark sea of emotions can only last so long

Before you burst up from under the surface feeling again lost and confused But ready to fight

Or you disappear into the emotions

Becoming a part of the dark sea.

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