Whispers of Hope ✓

CHAPTER 28

ISHITA POV....

I am not sleepy at all. It just 7:15 pm and we will have dinner at 9 pm. Joshua is taking a bath. I am feeling relaxed that Joshua is with me now but I don't understand one thing that how he met Sheetal aunt? Why he said that he is trying to get to know about my past? Why did he just suddenly initiate to marry me, instantly?

I am not complaining but it just that I am not finding any of the answers. I didn't tell Joshua that I want to re-marry him in Indian tradition, I don't want to trouble him more so it will be better if I don't say anything regarding re-marry again. Should I sleep or go downstairs to talk with everyone? But what will I say to them? It will be better if I just sleep for some time and go downstairs with Joshua. I am still feeling shy when he just kissed me all over my face. That was cute tho; and I kind of like it. I never interact with boys in my life and here I am thinking about a guy with whom I just got married and who my husband is now. HUSBAND! This word is enough to make dragonflies do summersaults in my stomach. I am feeling tickles in my stomach area. I think I should take off his clothes from closet.

I stood up from the bed and went inside the walk-in-closet. I saw this for the very first time and I am in wow right now. I never saw this walk-in-closet before. How rich is he? His jeans section, shirts section, blazer section, watches, shoes, night dresses, perfumes every single thing is neatly arranged.

I searched for night dresses for him and finally found comfortable clothes for night. I took out his lower and t-shirt. I heard a sound of door opening. I think Joshua is done with bathing. I closed the door of the closet and came out when I saw HIM....

I can see his back as he is facing the mirror. He is half naked. I never saw any guy like this. He looks.....he looks....what should I say to him?

'Hot' my mind said

'Sexiest man' here goes my heart

'Seductive'

'Inviting'

Here comes my heart and mind and started to suggest me synonyms. I shut them off for now as I am more focused on his body. His lower body is wrapped with towel. He looks like a Greek god as he is having his 6 packs abs or maybe 8. His broad chest, his strong muscles; anyone can say that he did hard work in gym as his body looks so good and strong. Can't I touch his abs?

"Like what you see babe?" He said huskily in my ear. I didn't get to know when he went behind me and stood there. I am just looking at my husband like a creep.

Red color spread across my cheeks and anyone can say that....

"You are blushing....Not bad." He said hugging me from behind and I got stunned as it is all new to me.

'Did he just call you babe?' My mind asked and then I remember that he just said that.

"Di-did you just c-call me ba-babe?" I asked him whilst stuttering. Why the hell am I stuttering?

"Yeah, why don't you like it?" He said huskily in my ear. Our body is too close. I mean VERY CLOSE

"I-I thought to take off your ni-night dress for you." I said to him while showing his night dress. He takes his night dress and put it on the couch which is near the bed. He makes me turn around to face him. My eyes are close right now. I can feel his hand on my cheek and other hand is on my waist. My chest is touching is chest. My one hand is on his shoulder and other one on his chest, near his heart. I can feel his heart beat which is beating only for me. I can feel his breath on my lips. I open my eyes and saw his eyes. His eyes are looking mine and then on my lips.

Am I ready for this? I think no. I need some time. But now I am someone's wife so I need to fulfill his needs as well but am I ready for this? What if I say no and he would feel bad and then leave me?