And she's done it again, she's pushed him away before he could leave her. She felt those familiar feelings of love and coward like a broken dog scared of the painful bearings to return. Scared no Terrified of being left behind again. Of giving her all and loosing herself on the way. Scared of making him her world only to loose him to another. Scared all of her thoughts are right, that she's just a broken useless mess to be used and Degraded. Scared she'll never know true love she'll never know a kind touch without the other hand holding daggers. That she'll never be free of the terrors that haunt her into another love.
