I want to kill myself,
not because I don't have anything
thats not it
no its the fact that no one knows who you are
Its the fact that everyone thinks your fine and they don't see through the cracks
the fact that you are suffocating in your own lies
the fact that all the joking remarks hit you hard
how every small detail has to be perfect or you hate yourself.
so yes I do want to kill myself just not for the reasons you think
