they laughed at you again today
you dont know what you did wrong
you just smiled
i dont think they like that
maybe i should bring my frown back
maybe i should be small again
they dont notice me then
i dont like it when they notice me its scary
i dont think i can do it
life ya know its hard
the words in my head and the lies falling from my mouth
im not happy
im not ok
i need help
but i dont want to bother others
their lives are so perfect
i shouldn't bother them
with the fact that im slowly dieing inside and i dont think ill last much longer
