Jennie POV
I made it up to Tae. I called him immediately after what happened awhile ago. Thankfully, he understands me. But I still feel guilty about what I did to him earlier. He didn't do anything wrong. I apologized to him through the call.
But I am still crying and in a mess because of the confusion I am feeling.
This is not me. Why do I need to be affected by Lisa? She's nothing!
I try to go to sleep and erase all the things that happened earlier. When my phone suddenly rings, someone is calling me.
I checked the caller ID, but it's an unregistered number on my phone.
I got curious, so I answered the call.
J: Hello.
"Jennie".
J: Who is this?
L: This is Lisa.
I immediately ended the call. Fuck! I feel nervous again after hearing her voice.Why does she know my number? Jennie, you need to calm down; there's nothing to panic about.
I tried to ignore her calls, but she didn't stop pestering me; she sent me a message.
L: Jennie, I can't sleep. I try to stop thinking about you, but I can't.
After I read her message, I get up from my bed, and I hold my chest.
Shit! Jennie, don't fall for her words. Ah, why does she need to be bold?
Lisa is calling me again. With disgust, I answer her call. I feel irritated.
J: What do you want!!
L: Thank you for answering my call.
She is asking for a video call. She is opening her camera while I am not.
I lay down on my bed again. Lisa's face is on my screen. I feel nervous again after seeing her face on the screen.
L: Jennie, don't hang up, please. I will confess something. Please listen! I can't stop thinking about you. I need to tell you this. Are you okay right now? I am really worried about you. I know I did something wrong awhile ago. Maybe you're having a hard time sleeping because of what I did. I feel guilty right now. And you have the right to become angry at me. I am sorry again, my girlfriend. I don't want you to feel that way. You're so special to me. I am so scared that you will not talk to me after what happened.
She is pouring out her true emotions right now. I am just listening and watching her face while she's talking.
Fuck! She doesn't even put in any effort at all. Even though her face is so serious and she looks worried, her reactions are so cute after all. She is pouting! A pitiful, ugly duck.
L: Are you still there, Jennie? I hope you will forgive me. I am so sorry if I am too much. But I honestly don't know how to filter my words. Well, that's me being honest about what I am feeling toward you because I don't even understand myself every time I see you. I feel so excited just seeing and thinking about you. I honestly want to get your attention and long to see or talk to you every day. When I saw you for the first time. I feel something special that I can't feel from other women.
I am smiling like an idiot right now. She looks problematic and confused, but she tries to make it up to me. It looks like we are in a lovers quarrel. I am trying to not react to every word she says. I am still listening.
L: Hello? Can you hear me, Jennie? Are you listening? Jennie, I am sincere, and I just want to ask you to be my special friend. I don't want to be rejected by you. Then you made me feel challenged to know you more because you are always angry every time you see me. But I don't want any harm. I just really want you to be in my future. I don't know why, but there is something about you that makes me feel alive.
