Power Of Love

Everything That Can Be Lost May Also Be Found

I needed a break from everyone and everything. I just didn't want to think about the gods or Hope. Yeah Hope who had a mental breakdown making Josie move up her plan, and she is now having a little family reunion. I'm sure your wondering Evelyn why the hell aren't you there? Well that's a great question maybe the fact that I left them as Hope was on the brick of death. Though I'll just tell myself it's because I wanted to meet my other family member.

I asked Alaric if I could go to the prison world which he granted, though even if he didn't I still would have gone. I just asked him so he could feel like he was in-charge truth be told he wasn't. It was amazing when I saw Raf and just like me he hasn't aged. I also met his parents and they were lovely people, plus the food, so great! This made me forget about the week I have been having. 

Though I hated the fact that I was the one that had to tell Raf about Lan. Just seeing the look on his face when I told him what happened hurt me. First there was denial. He didn't want to believe that his brother who was basically like a twin to him was dead. Then there was anger something that almost consumed him. He wanted to hurt them but there was no one to hurt. Malivore was dead and because of Hope killed me which killed Lan.

I understood what he was feeling perfectly. I mean when I saw the mud I wanted to scream. I was filled with anger that I didn't know where to put it. It was my fault that he was dead but I also didn't want to admit that part. So i was left with the choice to blame Hope or blame the person who turned her back on her. With that all my hatred went to Kaleb. The anger that I felt for him was from my own guilt. I wanted him to feel the same pain that I felt, but I needed to let it go.

So I accepted the fact that the only one left to blame was Malivore and now he was gone, so it was time to move on. I decided to left it go and forgive Kaleb which is the next stage Raf showed. He came to terms with the fact that Lan was gone and that there's nothing wrong with him. He now wanted to remember the memories of  Lan and celebrate it, so that's why we did. We sat down and talk about our idotic brother Landon.

When I was done talking to Raf I decided to pay a visit to the Mikaelson gang. I went to see the family I left long ago but still stayed with me. When I got there everyone was there except Hope, and the dead of course. It did feel strange being with them with the lovely comfort of Hayley, the charming smile of Elijah, or the unpredictable presence of Klaus.

"Well would you look at that the lost lamb finally comes home" Kol said looking at me "Wow lamb really?" I asked. I feel like I'm more like a lion. "I didn't think you'd show but Hope just left" Freya told her "I kinda figured" I stated "I'm actually here to see you guys. What can I say I got homesick" "Homesick you?" Rebekah asked and I faked laughed. "Well unlike my siblings I enjoy the visit though you and Hope should visit sometime Davina would love that" Kol said hugging her "I also shipped you guys from day one"  Kol left "What Kol said though I never thought I'd agree with him and please don't break my niece heart or I'll kill you" Rebekah threatened "Will be surprised if you didn't, but don't worry I'll never hurt Hope" I reassured her "I'll give Hope the same talk when this is over " Rebekah said giving her a kiss on the head before leaving. "Good bye Evie" Freya said kissing her forehead "See you later Aunt Freya" 

What I was afraid of when I met them was that they will hate me, but I guess years of family betray and stabbing they forgive easily. Though I am happy that I gathered the courage to talk to them and get some closure. I almost forgot how much I missed them, and now the break is over. Hope should probably be awake hopefully this plan worked. Now time to go meet the wife.