Divergent High

Chapter 67 {Tuesday Oct. 22}

Gym consisted of a lot of disapproving looks from everyone. Tobias and I kept to ourselves in the weight room. I had forgiven him. People just don't know what it's like to be in love with someone the way I'm in love with him. Yes, he did screw up pretty majorly. But, forgive and forget right?

I could tell that him doing that to me really scared him. He didn't want to be like his father. That's the last thing he wants and by doing that he convinced himself that he is his father.

But he isn't. Tobias is kind and sweet. And just wants to be loved because his whole like no one has ever truly loved him. His father beat him, his mother left them and took his siblings with. And for him to have hurt the one person who actually did love him was probably killing him.

"So, when do you think our friends will come around?" I ask. Pushing the weight up with all my strength.

"It'll probably be a while and a lot of convincing." He said lifting his weight above him head.

"I hate them being mad at us. We forgave each other, why can't they accept that." I say. their disapproving looks flashed through my head.

"Because what I did, didn't deserve to be forgiven Tris." He said sitting down on the bench. I took a seat next to him.

"Tobias I trust you and love you. And I'll always forgive you. What you did doesn't make you your father. You are better than him in so many ways." I said softly. He just looked at me with tears in his eyes. I hated seeing him like this. I hugged him. "I forgive you." I say into his ear.

Then his shoulders shook as he cried. My Tobias. My strong Tobias was crying. "I love you so much." I say. Which only caused his shoulders to shake harder.

Luckily no one was in the room with us. Thank the lord. After a few minutes Tobias stopped crying and we just sat there hugging for a few minutes. Until the whistle blew dismissing us to go get dressed. This was our last period. So we got dressed and Tobias and I drove home.

We sat in front of the TV and did our homework. It didn't take us very long. So afterwards he and I cuddled while watch 'Supernatural'. Oh my gosh I love crazy Cas so much.

After a couple episodes I get up and go to the kitchen and notice a note on the table.

It read:
"Hey honey, sorry we were called to shoot a few scenes out in New York. Won't be home for about a month. Caleb came with us. Be good. And DONT BE PREGNANT WHEN WE GET HOME!" I laughed a little at the last part obviously written by my father. Beside the note was an envelope of money for food and stuff.

"Hey Toby you want to order pizza or something?" I asked from the kitchen.

"We always order pizza," he whined. I laughed to myself.

"How 'bout some Chinese food then?" I ask.

"Okay, I guess that'll do." He said. So I ordered the Chinese food and we both ate it quietly and I told Toby my parents weren't gonna be home for a month.

Later in we just sat down and watched a little more Supernatural. God, why is Jensen Ackles so attractive? I mean it's unearthly how good looking his is. I mean Tobias is way more attractive. But Jensen is a close second.

That night Toby and I slept together on my bed. His arm was draped around me and I was nuzzled into him. I felt safe and protected. I felt good.
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Alright sorry for like the 5 months is took me to update. I just haven't really been inspired to write. And I'm not as obsessed with Divergent as I was. Now I'm obsessed with Supernatural.
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Lampy