Onika's Anatomy

Flames

Onika POV

1 month later

Everything in my life right now was going steady—I was exceling at work; my bills were paid up and my child was happy. I could honestly say I was becoming more comfortable with him being with his mom every weekend. He looked forward to it every week, he would constantly talk about her and his brother and big sister—Rumi not so much. After getting my little dose of her I could understand why, she had her mom wrapped around her finger and it showed.

It was Thursday evening and papa was already packing his toys along with his favorite blanky for the weekend. He was so excited to go that he even learned his days of the week—every morning while we got ready, he would remind me what day it was. He would say 'Today is Thursday—I see mommy and Sir on Friday.'

I can admit seeing his attachment to Beyoncé made me feel jealous at first, he would talk about her nonstop. She even somehow convinced him that Finding Nemo was a better movie than Madagascar—I disagreed. But I thanked God he had found a new interest.

But I won't lie and say this month has been smooth sailing, Nasir was becoming a bigger problem than I expected. I had to change my phone number twice because he would harass me from different numbers, pleading for us to talk.

This man even went as far as sending me a video he somehow recorded of Megan getting an abortion.  And on top of that he sent a video of him jacking off to a picture of me on his laptop screen in his office. That's where I definelty drew the line, with the help of Lauren and Thembi I was able to get a restraining order on him. It's been two weeks so far and surprisingly I didn't hear a word from him—which I was grateful for.

It was all becoming too much; I was so scared to the point I had my security company come out and added alarms to all the windows and doors and motion lights. I even went as far as putting security cameras on every inch of my house. I could tell when Beyoncé came for papa last week her suspiciousness was raised, but she refrained from asking any questions which I appreciated.

Lauren had basically moved into the guest room, but I was sad that she was going to be going on two-week vacation with her parents in Europe. She pleaded with me to go, but I wasn't comfortable leaving Papa with his mom for such a long period of time yet. I assured her that Thembi would be flying in on Sunday, I was pretty sure that I could hold my own for 48 hours. I had already put Mrs. Wise up on game and she pretty much told me her bullets would be ready.

After giving Papa a bath, I got him ready for bed, of course he decided on his finding nemo pajamas. As soon as he got in bed his facetime went off like clockwork, as soon as he saw his mom's picture flash across the screen, he was eager to answer.

"Hi mommy!!"

"Hi baby, I miss you." Beyoncé deep voice echoed through the room.

"WE MISS YOU!" I heard Blue in the back.

"Hi papa." Sir's soft voice said.

"Hii!" Papa smiled.

"I just called to tell you goodnight and I love you. I'll see you tomorrow."

"Love you." Papa said with a smile.

"Papa were on mommy's big plane and mommy got us lots of toys." Rumi screamed.

"Plane?" Papa asked. "Mommy I want to go on the plane too." Papa said sadly.

"I'll talk to your mom about that? Where is mommy is she okay?" Beyoncé asked.

Papa looked at me and nodded.

"Okay baby boy mommy will see you tomorrow, sweet dreams."

"Bye." Papa said sadly as the call ended.