My Life In Two

'Cause your insanity, it's killing me

Hey everyone! Sorry for the longer wait. I had a bit of writer's block as I'm going through some big things in my life. Also, there is mention of Nadia in this chapter, and I just wanted to clarify that I have the upmost respect and love for her and their relationship. Love that woman, no matter how much I gush over Spencer and Ricky. If you like this chapter, please feel free to comment and vote! Thanks!

Spencer's POV

I had my sights set. but of course I had competition with of all people, my best friend. Luckily for Jacee I thrive on a little competition. She thinks those little dreams she's been having are just normal little nightmares. My god, she is so very wrong but she'll never know that..at least not yet. I don't think she understands the extent of her beauty. From her long brown and blue hair, to her small frame, her beautiful smile, everything intoxicates me. She's my prey, my muse and she has no clue. Until the time is right I will keep dropping subtle hints.

Speaking of the beauty, she's lying on the stage alone with a notebook and pen most likely writing lyrics. "Hey there." I said jumping on the stage quietly enough to not scare her. "Hey Spence." She looked up at me, changing her concentrated demeanor to the most beautiful smile I've ever seen...the last thing Nadia had on her pretty face.

  I laid down on my stomach next to her to see what she was writing. "Need some help?" She's a great front woman and songwriter and I have so much respect in that department. "I think I'm onto something. You want to hear?" I nodded.
(this is NOT original, pretending she wrote this herself, credit to escape the fate and spencer)

She reached for her acoustic guitar and started strumming, giving her my full attention.

"Empty bottles of wine, you on my mind
Missing the stars I saw in your eyes
Another place, another life
Another song, another line
Cheers to goodbye"

My jaw was almost on the floor, closing it quickly to hide it. Flawless and the voice of an angel..or little devil if you will. "That was beautiful. I do have an idea, what if I featured on it? Of course if you'd have me." She smiled. "Grab your guitar." She said sternly, as we worked for the next hour or so finishing the song, lyrics rapidly falling of the pen onto the paper.

Ricky's POV

Tour has been so much fun, and is sadly soon coming to a close in a couple of weeks. I have been so much happier that Jacee and I are together, she really is something wonderful. I love that we get to share the stage with her and her band every night especially now that Spencer features on a song of hers. I cannot help though to be jealous of the amount of time they've been spending together.

Maybe I'm over reacting? I shook the thought out of my head quickly.

As far as I know Spencer is still not over Nadia's death a little over a year ago. I don't know what goes through his head. A lot of the time he acts like it never happened or completely dismisses the subject. He was going to his therapist for a while as far as I know, until he ended up murdered by some psycho.

"Amazing set, sweetheart." I greeted her and gave her a kiss. "Thank you, I'm going to run to the locker room and take a quick shower before In This Moment comes on." I could see the blush on her cheeks even though the lights were still pretty dim. "Okay, I will be here."

She came back soon to side stage moments before In This Moment took the stage, giving Maria a quick hug. It is so cute that she still internally fangirls over her still. She tries to hide it, but not well enough. She stood in front of me as I pulled her close to me placing my hands on her hips. She smiled and rested her head on my chest as we watched ITM play.

Soon it was our turn. I put my in ears in and gave Jacee a quick peck. "Kill it out there." She gushed. "Yes ma'am." I acted serious, saluting her and ran on stage as we started Hip To Be Scared. Shevy asked Jacee to fill in for Sarah during Rash Decision. We made our way through half the set as Jacee walked out in the beautiful short dress and mask on. I couldn't help but check her out, also noticing Spencer was doing the same as she "cut her face off" and handed it to Spencer, their eye contact lasting longer than him and Sarah's.

The jealous pit in my stomach grew. This girl might be the death of me.

(Well! We got a little insight on Spencer's and Ricky's thoughts..and intentions. Stay tuned because this is just the beginning. Please let me know what you think!)