Supremacy || Taekook

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I think my body was shaking. Yes, little jolts made me tense up, then relax, only to tense up again.

I frowned, nose in the cushion at the smell by Taehyung.

The latter was asleep next to me. After our intimate exchange, an hour earlier, we had gone to bed. I wore a t-shirt that belonged to him, as well as a pair of simple, fairly comfortable shorts.

I had taken some painkillers from the box that had been left at his house the day I left after he told me he didn't want anything with me anymore. I think it was that, that memory that disturbed my sleep.

The brunette lay down next to me and, as usual, we fell asleep looking each other straight in the eyes, without any more physical contact. And in my memories, that was always how it ended. Every time we kissed, every time we touched, we ended up sleeping and the next day, nothing.

I swallowed at the thought, placing both hands on my face. I felt like I was boiling inside. I was just scared. Afraid that tomorrow morning he will become cold and distant again. I bit back a squeak of distress and turned to him.

What was my surprise when I saw him looking at me, his eyes wide open in the darkness of the room. I then placed myself correctly in front of his body, shyly, quite embarrassed at having been caught torturing my mind.

"I woke you up...? -No." I nodded, looking down at his bare chest a little. Taehyung had the - wonderful - idea of ​​not wearing a t-shirt tonight, to my greatest happiness.

But currently, my troubles were far too overwhelming in my mind for me not to pay attention to this detail. I was too lost, too scared and not confident enough.

"What's wrong?" he asked me then. He slowly sat up and turned on a small lamp near his bed, which looked more like a square, reddish neon light. It was pretty and very warm, I liked this atmosphere.

Slowly, he reinstalled himself next to me, on his left side to face my troubled gaze. We looked at each other for a moment, and I pursed my lips closing my eyelids when I started shaking again.

"Jungkook." I raised my worried orbs to his, serious, as usual. But he was probably more relaxed, as he was every time we were in this intimate atmosphere, he and I.

"Why did you do that...?" I almost whispered, as if I was afraid someone other than him would hear me when we were alone in the house.

He didn't react, just gave his lips a quick lick before answering me.

"There must be a reason ?" His question almost made me curl in on myself. So I was right, it meant nothing to him. My breathing hitched a little and I was about to start stepping back, but he frowned.

"It's not that way." He sighed, seeing my panic.

I stared at him, incredulous. He continued :

"I wanted it." I opened my mouth slowly, but he straightened up a little and approached me. His lips slid down my neck and I closed my eyes in contentment when he placed a kiss there.

"As I always want to. -You won't say that again tomorrow morning..." He pulled away instantly after my sentence, then positioned himself correctly before slipping one of his hands into my hair, which surprised me.

He stroked them slowly, repositioning them correctly behind my ear. I smile a little, embarrassed by his tender gestures. It was unusual, but I loved it.

A gentle Taehyung, it felt so nice. I felt like I was on cloud nine when he had little touches like that. "If I touched you tonight, if I went this far, it's because I know what I'm doing, Jungkook." I looked up at him with wide, surprised eyes.