Treat me always

five

Arabella

Blake ended up making me, bran flakes with a high protein yogurt to go with it. I've always thought of bran flakes as rabbit food, so bland no flavour at all. I just sit in silence munching away, to avoid any conflict or conversation with him, it's the last thing I want right now.

Once I've finished all the contents in front of me I start to stand pushing myself away from the island. I just want to get away from this horrid man.

Three times he's had me today, I just lay there numb emotionless. Like I'm just an object for him to constantly use until he's content and happy with his work.

It's nearly three in the afternoon, I finally decide to get myself off the bed heading out towards balcony enjoying the last bit of sun which is left, it still feels a little chilly out side but it's a nice welcoming breeze on me. I haven't seen my children all day because Blake sent them off with Nanny to do their education and drug shit into their heads that shouldn't be.

"Arabella my darling wife. I've hung an outfit on your wardrobe we're attending a gala tonight at one my men's mansions. Make sure you dress up."

"I don't want to go Blake. I'm not feeling great still. I'm going to stay in tonight, please excuse me"

I stand trying to head back indoors away from the breeze which has got a hell lot colder. I just want to jump into bed , sleep. He stands right in my way grabbing my shoulders stopping all my next movements.

"It wasn't a question, I wasn't asking you. Come on, I will dress you if I have to. You know I will... don't tempt me."

"Fine. Fucking fine. I will come now leave me to get dressed in peace, I'm sick of seeing your face."

My face is suddenly jolted to the opposite side, he's just hit me with so much strength I go dizzy, I loose balance luckily landing into his arms. Not normally grateful for this, but just for this once I am.

He places me onto the bed, leaving me unattended to do my own thing. Of course I have to get myself washed and dressed into his perfect doll.

I must say, his taste is getting better I don't mind the red. It brings something to me, I'm not sure what it is but I feel powerful for once in my lifetime. I start to slip on my heels. Patiently waiting for Blake to enter to tell me what's next in my day to day life of his caged wife.

The door opens with such a force, hitting onto the cabinet beside my bed. He storms his way towards the balcony slamming the doors shut the proceeding towards the windows. I'm suddenly very confused by his movements, normally he would say something straight away or come straight up to me. But this time he's acting very strange indeed.

I hesitate if I should say something, I decide on talking asking him what the hell is going on right now. He's acting extra strange. It's putting me on edge I don't like it one single bit,

"Blake what on earth are you doing?"

He snaps his head around to me within in seconds, glaring at me like I've said something really out of line.

"We've been threatened if you must know. Your safety is my top priority right now."

"Why is my safety your top priority?"

Hm.

"With all the sex we've been having recently I have no doubt that you're carrying a child in there."

He points straight at my stomach, heading towards me. He sits down on the bed with me placing his hand on my stomach, and brushing my hair so slowly out of my face. Like he's trying to soothe me or something. It really puts me on edge. He's probably right though I'm probably pregnant but it will be too early to tell for anyone.

"Are we still heading out tonight?"

"Of course we are. Marnie and Lily-Mae will be staying here with high security though I can't risk them. We also shall have high security with us I don't want you out of my sight at all tonight. Do you understand?"

"Of course I understand. I promise you Blake, you have my word."

He links arms with me heading out of my bedroom towards the entrance of the mansion. We entered the cars lined up for us, he wasn't joking about the extra security they're everywhere it's making me feel a little uneasy. I still think I would of been safer at home. I just don't want to argue with him, I sense how stress he is I don't want to add to this for now.

The car journey was silence as normal, watching the outside world always makes me emotional. I really miss it, there won't ever be a day that I won't miss it if I'm totally honest. I just have to keep on dreaming for now and only hope maybe one day thing may change, but for now I'm stuck like this.

If only Blake knew about my thoughts he would probably lock me up forever. That definitely isn't one thing that I want for sure.

We finally arrive I'm guessing this place is absolutely massive, I'd get lost here I know it.

We link arms, I'm clinging onto him for life. For once in my whole life I feel in absolute fear.