here we are, again | billie eilish

13 | home wrecker

"h- hasson?" i said softly as my eyes got wide.

"leilani," hasson said, her eyes just as wide.

i stood there confused as ever as i stared at hasson like she was a damn ghost. because what?

she stared into my eyes as well and then elevator eyed my body, reminding me that i am in a tank top and panties.

"wha- what are you doing here?" i furrowed my eyebrows at her.

but she couldn't seem to get a word out.

billie then walked in. "where's mar- oh," she paused as she saw my ex. her eyes got wide as fuck and she just dropped her head.

great.

"billie i swear i have no idea what she's doing here," i quickly explained.

billie just looked at me with this weird look. i couldn't really understand why. hasson then walked inside the house and closed the door, but she still remained silent.

"hasson i don't know what you got going but you shouldn't be here," i shook my head.

i know i posted on instagram that i was in los angeles but i haven't talked to hasson in years. why is everyone suddenly wanting me back in their life???

and showing up to billie's house to find me???

wait.

wait.

i turned to hasson and squinted my eyes. "how do you know where billie lives?"

"um," hasson looked down.

"billie," i turned to her, my voice now stern. "how does she know where you live?"

"i- i-"

"billie."

"i- i don't know!" billie exclaimed. "it's not hard to find-"

"shut the fuck up billie!" i yelled. "you live on the highest fucking hill in california!" i exaggerated. "you know damn well no one is finding your house unless you give them directions."

she just began blinking, in panic.

and that made me upset.

i looked at billie with so much confusion. "you," i paused. "you," i stopped because i didn't even know what i was even trying to say.

i turned and walked up to hasson. "you're not here for me, are you?"

she looked down and shook her head.

"you're here for my wife?" i furrowed my eyebrows.

"um im just here cause i left my shirt," she said.

"your shirt?" billie and i said at the same time, raising our voices.

"the fuck?" i rose my eyebrows, now angry fr.

"i left it here the other day-"

"hasson please," billie shook her head.

"no no no. why were you here the other day?" i exclaimed to hasson. then i slightly gasped. "oh my god are you two fuc-"

"no!" billie cut me off. "ugh fuck lani, hasson and i have been hanging out. just on some cool shit. that's it."