TEACH ME NOT 2 HATE LOVE

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🧑Nik Anthony POV🧑

I don't know if I'm happy or miserable right now. But I know, after that timeless and seemingly endless, passionate kiss with Tajea earlier this evening. That ethereal moment of holding her in my arms and feeling her hard nipples against my chest—our hearts racing, our blood heated—has left my little boy sleepless. It's way too excited down there—more than I can bear.

Ugh!!! This overwhelming urge hammering my body. It's going to kill me. Drive me nuts if I don't do anything about it.

Note that I've been turned on before. But not like this. Not even when I was with my first or second love, it was this intense. This is way different. My rabbit seemed to have found the perfect hole to call home, although I hadn't actually taken it for a test drive yet. It seems pretty certain that this is the one.

Ugh! I want her right now. I need her. Her beautiful soul and body right next to mine. To hold and cherish. To kiss and to. Ooh, Woo. If I don't have her, I will lose my mind. Go crazy.

Alright, that's enough, Nik. You need to cool down. But I don't think Annie and her five daughters will be enough to deal with this kind of heat. Sorry ladies.

What am I going to do then?

Work out for forty-five minutes. Well, that didn't help. Spending some time with little Nik before he goes to bed. It helps a little, but the feeling just comes back stronger than ever.

Maybe drinking will help. No, I can't afford to get drunk while I'm alone with little Nik. Well, we are not alone. We have dozens of people protecting our home.

Grrr!!! This is going to be a very long night. And I'm not going to the shower, because if I do, I am going to touch myself. I would rather have sexual intercourse with her.

Humph! Like that's happening.

Sigh. I guess I have no choice, do I? My girls will have to do the trick tonight, or I won't have a comfortable sleep at all. Never throw away the stick before you cross the water, they say. Give up sure for unsure.

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Finally, morning came. The joy of my day is here. Well, she didn't entertain me for long. Just hi and bye. And she was acting even more awkward than usual.

Anyway, I watched her prepare little Nik for school. And I can't help myself from fantasizing about her, of course. The good stuff. Afterwards, she dived into her daily duties to avoid me.

And can you believe that for the past two hours, we've been playing a game of cat and mouse? Every time I tried getting close to her or saying something to her, she ran away from me, leaving me with no choice but to chase after her.

Man, she's quick. But I never back down from a challenge or lose a battle. Except the battle of love and relationships. I stink at those. OK, happy thoughts.

Anyway, at the end of all the chasing, I managed to back her into a corner. Well, it was more like she locked herself in her quarters. And I'm seated outside the door, patiently waiting for her to come out and face me.

"You can't stay in there forever." I knocked on the door. But there was no answer. A few minutes passed. Then an hour. Two hours. And still, she was in there.

She must seriously not want to be around me. I wonder what makes you think that smart ass. Sigh, this saddens me. But it's out of my control. I'll just leave her alone now.

"OK, Nik! You win!" She blurted upon opening her room door.

"It's alright. I'll go," I assured her. So there is no need to argue.

"Nik," she called after me, and I stopped. "I—"

"You know, I'm just tired of chasing after something or someone I can't catch." I got really upset with her. That's my hurt and disappointment talking.

"Well, good things come to those who wait," she clapped back.

"Well, life is too short to wait on anything or anyone," I snorted.

"Are you saying I'm not worth the wait?" Tajea was now standing face-to-face with me.

And gosh, she looks so gorgeous. I just wanted to pick her up in my arms. Kiss those sweet lips of hers. Fling her down on my bed. Feeding her with all the love and urges stored up inside my body for her.

"Are you?" I retorted.

"Guess you will never know, since you are a quitter," she scoffed.

"Am I?" I took hold of her, hugging her. She fought to be free, but in the end, I won. There is no way these arms are going to let go of her.

AAAA! Mercy! I can't believe she just held me there.

MMM, I don't mind, though. It's very nice.

Feeling my little boy transform into a man, she quickly removed her hand from me, seeming disgusted. But you can tell she liked what she felt. She then stated firmly, "Let me go, Nik."

"Do you even want me too?" I whispered raspily in her right ear, and her body trembled against mine. I think I even heard her moan.

"Of course I do," she faked protesting.

"Then why are you touching my ass?" Yeah, I'm just as surprised as you all are. Her hand was grabbing my buttocks. I don't like it, but I'll bear the suffering if it means I get to be this close to her.

"Oh, I'm not." She dropped her hands to her sides. Embarrassed. "Now let me go."

"If you say so." I laughed and released her, and as she turned to leave, I felt this strong urge to slap her ass. And I did.

"Why did you just do that?" She complained, shoving my chest.

I gave her the you are unbelievable look. "So you can touch my ass, but I can't touch yours?"

"I didn't touch your ass," she said, baffled. "My hands just accidentally landed there."

"Well, that's what happened to me too," I teased her.

"Ugh, I hate you right now," she snarled.

"Love you too, darling." I kissed at her. And this just gets her more upset. Well, that's the intention. But I didn't miss that lovely smile before she turned and left.

Sigh. Women are very weird creatures.