TEACH ME NOT 2 HATE LOVE

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🧑Nik Anthony POV🧑

I woke up, finding myself clothesless in my room. Not to mention, my head hurts a bit and my stomach feels sore. Then it all came back to me. How I came to be in this state, that is.

Ah, man! I slapped my forehead. Not again. Why do I let this keep happening to me? How will I face her now?

Sigh. What's done is done. My mind then ran on little Nik, so I quickly dragged on a black trouser and rushed to his room. There, I find him fast asleep, with Mother curled up next to him. They are alright. Good, my heart can be at ease now.

Now, I need to go get something to eat. Damn, I'm starving. I went down to the kitchen, and dinner was in the microwave like always, waiting on me. Thank you, Tajea.

Oh, and the dish was labeled 'Jackass' which means it's mine. Haha. That crazy woman.

I warmed and ate it all up in minutes, feeling for seconds. As always, her cooking is amazing and delicious.

I was such a fool for waiting so long to get a taste of her delightful meals. And now I can't have enough.

I can't forget the first time I tasted her cooking. It was magical, like the ending of those fairy tales. I have never tasted food like that in my entire life. I had to ask her where she learned to cook. She responded by saying screw you, of course. Well, only because I was teasing her, saying if only her character was as good as her cooking.

There I was again, in bed alone, tormented. I can't sleep because I am horny as hell. Well, it's to be expected. It's been a week and a half since I last choked the rabbit. Burped the worm. Milk the cow. You know what I mean.

Truthfully, I would rather not do this, but as you know, I'm not getting anything from anybody. Therefore, my only hope for some relief is Annie Palmer and her five daughters.

OK, ladies. Let's get down to business.

Ah! That feels so good...

MMM, the tension is building up down there.

Huh, that's it...

Ooh! Ooh yeah! This is so overpowering and overwhelmingly good.

Ssssss. Mmmm, Yes! Yeah...

Oh Yess!! I'm about to explode...

Ohhhh, ff... Yes! Ooh, yes.

Tajea.

Huh!!! Sssss... Huhhh!!! Huh.

Sssss. Hmm, mm...

That was awesome!

Wait! Did I just think about her while I was satisfying myself? No. No. No. This is bad. Like, really, really bad.

Or is it?

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"I'll try to say this as nicely as I can." The minute my mother and little Nik left the house, Tajea began to scold me. As I anticipated, she would. "Don't ever come here again in such a messed-up state. Please remember that a kid is living here. Lead by example."

"I know and am sorry." I truly am. "It will never happen again. I promise."

"Good. Now that's over with."

"Wait." I stopped her before she could leave. "I just want to say thank you for—you know."

"You know what?" She was losing her cool.

Gosh! Do I really have to say it out loud?

"You know."

And as if realizing what I was talking about, she asked with a sly smile. "Are you trying to thank me for cleaning up your mess and protecting little Nik from seeing you in such a deplorable state?"

She didn't have to make it sound so bad. But. "Yes. Mother also informed me that you worked overtime."

"It's no big deal. I got to see your ass. So we are even," she taunted.

Please, ground. Just open up and swallow me right now.

"By the way, how do you get it to look so perfect?" She made a total mockery of me.

"Stop it!" I practically begged her, but her statement also made me blush.

"OK, but only because you asked nicely." I think she flirted. Shocker. Even she seemed astounded by this.

"Don't you have some work to be done?" I asked to kill the awkwardness. Plus, I know it would fire her up again like a firefly.

"Isn't there always work here?" She replied, annoyed. We laughed, and the world is coming to an end.

"So, what's for breakfast?" I asked after five minutes of silence flowed by.

"Food. What else?" She snorted.

"You're going to get it or what?"

"And what's wrong with your two feet?"

"You know what? I need to find me a new maid," I jested. "Someone who is properly trained, but most importantly, well-mannered."

"And I need a new boss. One who isn't such a prick."

"Will you stop calling me that already?" I voiced frustrated. Ugh, I really hated when she called me that.

"What, Mr. Prick?" The stubborn woman felt it was a good idea to mess with me. Big mistake.

Fueled by rage, I moved towards her, holding her strongly. Gently. Never wanting to let go.

Strangely, my anger was gone the minute our skins made contact. And now I was bewitched by her gorgeous face, compelled by her dark brown eyes, hungry for a taste of her lips.

It's as if time had stopped, and it was just her and me caught up in a tsunami of passion and desires. My heart was beating at an alarming rate, and so was hers. Of course, my down there was full of vigor and ready for action.

Have mercy.

"What are you doing?" Snapping out of the trance, she pulled away from me, expressing disgust. She seemed a bit terrified, even. Of me. No. Don't be.

"I'm sorry." No, I'm not a hundred percent. I like the way she made me feel. I want more. But only if she wants it too. I can feel that she wants to, but something is holding her back. "I didn't mean to—"

"Just stay away from me!" She screamed at me when I tried moving towards her.

"I'm sorry." But she didn't say a word. And she always has something to say. She just left.

Oh, shit. What have I done?

This was what I feared the most. Me scaring her away, ruining things between us. If she left this place, it would be my fault. It would break my heart and Little Nik's too.

Grrr!

When will you get it in that thick skull of yours? You can't have her. We can't be together. I'm destined to be alone. Accept that. It's for the best.