ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter one:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"Oscar my love! Please can you get out of bed! We have a flight to catch!"

"No Lando! I don't want to! Can we just stay here for Christmas!"

"No because we promised my parents to be with them on Christmas"

"But I hate leaving the house! You have already moved to a other place in Monaco!"

"Yea but that's because I love you and I don't want Fabio near you. Everyone knows you mine! If he ever comes close to you! I'm going to kill him!"

"I know but every day I'm scared that he going to show up when I'm alone. When no one else can do anything!"

"I never going to let him close to you! But you have to tell me what he did? When the two of you left to talk back at my old place"

"He just wanted to talk and apologize"

That's a lie! He didn't talk! He didn't listen when I screamed!

"Okay. Did you forgive him?"

"No" I said while I got dressed. Lando didn't talk to me after that. I saw he was happy that I haven't forgiven Fabio. But I definitely couldn't forgive him now. I still have nightmares from that day. When he just showed up here in Monaco at Lando old house. 

"Daniel is here so we have to go!" Lando said loud from the hallway. So I took my bag and suitcase, walked to the hallway and put my shoes on. We walked out and Lando locked the door before we went up to Daniel who had a big smile on his face. So all of us jumped in to the car and drove off to the airport. The ride was pretty quiet and I tried to keep me awake. I haven't really slept in a week because I was so scared that the flashbacks were coming up.

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"FABIO! IT'S HURTS! PLEASE STOP! IT HURTS!"

"Come on Koala I know you like it"

"NO! IT HURTS SO DAMN MUCH! PLEASE STOP! I'M BEGGING YOU!"
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"Oscar wake up"

"WHAT?" I screamed and could feel the tears from my eyes and my entire body was sweating.

"It was just a bad dream!" Lando says while he took my hand and wiped away my tears.

"Yea you right!" I smiled and kissed his hand.

But it wasn't just a bad dream!

When we finally had arrived in UK and saw Lando dad waiting for us, I could finally breath out. His dad gave first Lando a big hug then he came up to me and also gave me a hug before we jumped in to the car. He drove us to my apartment and dropped us off before he went back home. I unlocked the door and we walked in. I took our bags and walked in to the bedroom, put everything down and threw myself on the bed. I was so tired and exhausted but were to scared to fall asleep. But I still closed my eyes and took a deep breath but just a minute later I opened my eyes because I heard Lando was talking on his phone. So I took my strength to leave the bed and walk out to him. When I got out to the living room I saw a furious Lando who was going around the table trying not to smash anything. But when he saw me, he fast ended the call and put his phone in the pocket. Then he gave me a big smile.

"Who was that?"

"Lewis but it's nothing!"

"It didn't sound like nothing"

"Let's watch a movie before we going to bed!" Lando said while he tried to change the subject. I wanted to know what the call was about but I didn't have enough energy to start arguing with him even if I really wanted answers. I just shrugged, turned around and walked in to the bedroom and slammed the door behind me. While I was laying on the bed I heard Lando was talking on the phone again but this time he was calm and nice. After many long minutes it knocked on the front door and Lando opened it. Few seconds later he closed the door and went straight to living room then right after he went to the kitchen. I heard him taking some stuff and walked back to the living room. He walked back and forth a few times before he stayed a long time in the living room. Then I heard him knocking on the door and opened it slowly. I felt how he laid down behind me and put one of his arms around me.

"I'm sorry" he whisper while buried his face in my neck but I didn't answer. "I have have fixed dinner to us. It's pizza" he whispered and I turned around to see that he had tears in his eyes. So I gave him a kiss on the forehead before I gave away a soft smile. I wiped away his tears before we got out of bed and walked out to the living room. It was really romantic with all the candles and the food. So the only light in that room was from the candles and the tv.

"It's beautiful"

"Good! I wanted it to be perfect!" He smiled and kissed me softly. We sat down on the couch and Lando started a movie while we started eating. After a while when we had finished the food, I cuddle in to his arms and he kissed me head. We were still like that even if the movie had ended. He was hugging me tightly.

"Are you happy Oscar?"

"What do you mean?"

"Are you happy with me?"

"Yes I am!"

"Do you trust me hundred percent?"

"No! But you know why?"

"Yes but do you trust me a little?"

"Yes I do!" I said and moved away from his chest. "Where is this coming from?"

"I don't know. I mean I'm just scared that I never going to make you happy or that you never going to trust me? Everything that you have been through! I'm scared that you going to wake up one day and decide to leave me. Or that I'm going to fuck this up again and you going to hate me for the rest of your life" he said while I could see tears in his eyes. So I gently put my hands on his face and smiled at him.

"Lando Norris! I like you! I really like you! And I'm really happy with you! Why I am like this because I'm scared to getting hurt again. I'm scared that you are going back to Carlos or to someone else"

"I don't want anyone else! I want you Oscar because I really love you!" He smiled and right after he kissed me. Then he lifted me up and carried me to the bed. After that he started kissing my throat while I pulled him so close I could to my body.

I never want this to end! This makes everything disappear! It is like is only me and Lando in this world. It feels like the time has stopped and I want this forever