ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter eight:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"I don't like this"

"You haven't even tried it Lando!"

"But I still don't like it"

"Come on Lando! You have to grow up and try it. It isn't bad! Right Oscar?"

"I think it tastes good so you should try it Lando!"

"No I'm not going to try it! I hate fish"

"But you haven't tried fish ever in your life so you can't say that!"

"I DON'T CARE. It smells really bad!" Lando said and left the kitchen to go to the bedroom and locked the door. Me and Sebastian just looked at each other and continued making the lunch before we would met up with some friends. Then I got a text from Lando that I have to come to the bedroom and a second later the bedroom got unlocked. So I left Sebastian in the kitchen and walked in to the bedroom. Lando was laying in the bed with his back to me so I closed the door and laid down next to him but he didn't move. I put my arms around him and pulled him closer to me, kissed his neck and he grabbed one of my hands in a hard grip.

"What's wrong?" I said while buried my face in his neck.

"I don't know"

"You want to talk about it?" I said and he sat up and turned to face me so I also sat up.

"I really love you Oscar! I really do! I want to make you happy but see you so thin and your arms makes me feel like I have let you down. I feel like I'm pressing you to say stop and I'm sorry. I always mad at myself because I can't keep you happy. You always stressed up, having nightmares and crying in you sleep. I don't feel like I'm good enough" he said while his tears were falling down on his face.

"Hey listen to me! You are the ONLY one that makes me really happy. You are the only thing that matters to me. The only thing that keeps everything bad away. You are the most important person in my life. I just have so much in my head but when I'm in your arms everything disappears and it feels like we are the only ones in this world. You are the only thing that makes me still fighting. You are more than enough for me! I'm the luckiest guy in the world to have you and I'm so grateful for that. I really really like you Lando! You are my home!" I said and felt my tears was coming. Lando eyes was shining while his hands was on my cheeks.

"Am I your save place?"

"YES!" I yelled and second later Lando kissed me while pulling me closer to him. After we let go of each other lips, he hugged me tightly and kissed my neck.

"That's was fucking beautiful" Sebastian said while standing in the doorway. I started laughing and Lando was laughing in to my shoulder because he was still hugging me tightly. After laughing for some minutes, he let go of me and gave me a kiss before we was heading to the kitchen to eat. Sebastian had made some chicken nuggets to Lando while me and him ate the fish I helped him fix. After we had finished eating, Lando and Sebastian went to the living room and I started cleaning the kitchen. When I was done we put on our shoes and left the apartment and went to met some friends.

"Finally you guys are here!"

"Sorry Lewis. But we had to fix some stuff before we could go"

"It's okay because you guys are here now!" Max smiled and looked back at his phone.

"By the way where is Charles and Alex?"

"They are here soon. Charles forgot about the time"

"Oh okay" I said and after like 20 minutes later they came and we could finally start walking. We had decided to have a shopping day and end it with going out and eating something really good. Lewis found outfits that matched his style and we just sat there confused and had many questions but didn't say anything about it. The time went by and everyone started to get hungry so Max said that he knew a really good restaurant close to where we were so we went there and got a big table so everybody could sit. We order some food and soda before we started talking how excited we were on the season that was coming soon. While we were talking my phone got a text message so I picked it up.

-What's you doing?
-Nothing much, just out eating with friends
-Can me and Logan join?🥺
-Can ask
-Thank you very much
-Everyone is okay with you guys joining
-Good but one more question. Where are you😅
-Okay ~location~

After like 32 minutes they showed up and joined us after they had ordered some food also. We continue talking about the season that would soon start and what how it would end. When we got our food and had finished it, Max went to pay for everything before we left to go for a walk. After like a hour walking everyone left to go back to their own place and me and Lando went to his place. When we got inside Lando locked the door immediately, put me against the wall and started kissing me. I didn't have a chance to take off my shoes. But somehow our shoes was off and we were laying in the bed while Lando had started kissing my throat and my hands went under his hoodie. In a minute it was on the floor. He helped me take off my hoodie and started kissing my nipples and my shoulders. I could promise that I would have hickies the next day. He started to go down on me and slowly opened my jeans while kissing me slowly. I gave away a moan when his tongue touched the tip on my cock and I could feel that he was smiling before my cock disappear in to his mouth. I gave away many moans while he was going up and down with one of my hands on the back of his head. I give away a moan but I try to stop them but they keep coming

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"That's right you know you like it rough"
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My heart started beating so fast that it hurts and the tears was coming like waterfalls. Lando stopped, sat up and grabbed me in to a hug and kissed my head trying to calm me down from my panic attack. I was holding him so tightly that I thought I was hurting him but I was so scared to let go and wanted to turn off the evil voice in my head.

"It's okay Oscar. I'm here! Everything going to be fine. I'm not going to leave you so try just to breathe. I'm not going to let go of you" he said with a calm voice while still holding me. We were like that for 2 hours before I finally had calmed down but he never let go. After sitting like that for 23 minutes more he finally let go a little bit but not fully. He looked me in the eyes before he gave me a kiss on the forehead and helped me got dressed again. Then he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer again while we stood up.

"Do you want to watch a movie? I have some snacks in the kitchen. I can hold you the whole time" he smiled and I gave away a small nod. He gave me a kiss on the lips before he went to the kitchen and I to the living room. When he came back I had chosen a Disney movie and he just smiled at that before laying down on the couch while he pulled me in to his arms. He kissed my cheek and I started playing the movie. Like he said, he hold me during the whole movie without moving a inch except those moments he gave me a kiss on the cheek or the shoulder.

God I hate Fabio. He is ruining everything for me. I just want to be happy. I just want to be happy with Lando without him ruining it. God I hate him!