ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter twenty two:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"That's was amazing Oscar! Congratulations to the podium! That must feel amazing!"

"Yea thanks Logan. Congrats to you. You came sixth. Good points for your team"

"Yeah! It's feels great! Just a little bit sad for Alex who crashed with Lance. I guess he is not so happy about it. But I think Zak is proud. Lando came tenth and you came third"

"I guess. But what are you going to do now?"

"Me and Freddy are going on a date"

"That's actually cute. Where are you guys going?"

"I don't know yet. Freddy said it was a surprise"

"Oh okay. I hope it is romantic or I need to have a serious conversation with him"

"With who?"

"You Fred! I hope you have chosen a really romantic restaurant to go to or I'm going to be disappointed at you!"

"I promise you, it going to be romantic" Frederik said while hugging Logan from behind. We was talking for a few minutes more before I needed to go and shower before I went back to the hotel to sleep. So I went to the hospitality, took a shower and got dressed but when I was walking through the paddock I heard a familiar voice I had missed.

"OSCI! WAIT!"

"Penelope!" I said while open my arms for her. She ran up to me and gave me a big hug.

"I have missed you uncle Osci!"

"I have missed you too P"

"Can you please join me and mommy tonight when we are going to watch a movie"

"Let me guess. You guys are going to watch Frozen"

"Yes! How did you know?"

"Just a lucky guess" I smiled as I put her down on the ground again. She took my hand and we walked over to the Red Bull hospitality where Max and Kelly were.

"Mommy! Mommy! Look who I found. I found uncle Osci!"

"I can see that and congrats to third place"

"Thanks Kelly and I see that your belly is growing more and more"

"Yea, it's also getting heavier and heavier"

"I can understand that" I smiled as I sat down beside her. She took my hand and put it on her belly and just a minute later I could feel someone was kicking from the inside. I smiled big as I removed my hand from her and looked over to Max.

"That was amazing"

"I know right. Now I know is actually true that I'm going to be a dad"

"Amazing dad" Kelly smiled soft at him. We continue talking and I played a little with Penelope before Max needed to go because he would go to a party to celebrate Lewis victory and Charles second place. So after he had left I took Penelope hand and helped Kelly to get her things to the car. We drove off to their hotel and took the elevator to the right floor. When the doors open Penelope ran to there room door and waited for us to come. Kelly unlocked the door and we walked in. I help Penelope with fixing her for bed so when we were done we left the bathroom and Penelope jumped in to the bed beside Kelly. I just smiled and laid down next to Penelope who was excited for the movie so Kelly started it. When we were half in through the movie, Penelope fell asleep so I said good night to Kelly and quietly left the room. When I later was in the elevator, my phone started ringing.

"Hello"
"Hi kid"
"Seb!"
"Yes that's right. But hey, what are you up to?"
"Not much actually. On my way to my hotel to sleep. You?"
"Same, I have just left the party"
"Why?"
"I was bored. It was not fun there. Not many people and not very good music. So I thought it was better to leave then to stay"
"Oh okay, want to hang out maybe?"
"Yea sure. Where can we meet?"
"Outside the party. It's not far from here"
"Okay see you soon" and we hung up. I left the hotel and started walking at the direction where the party was going to be. Max had told me before because he thought I would go to celebrate my third place. When I got there I saw Sebastian standing outside looking at his phone so I walked straight up to him with a big smile on my face.

"So do you have any plans what we can do?"

"Jesus! You scared me. But yea, I actually have. I thought we can go to a bar with better music and take a beer. What do you think?"

"Sounds good to me" I smiled and we started walking. We talked about everything except Formula 1 because none of us wanted to talk about it. When we finally got to a bar that had music Sebastian liked, we stopped and walked in. He ordered two big beers to us before we continued talking. But after a few minutes Sebastian smile disappeared from his face.

"What is it Seb?"

"You have changed"

"What do you mean? I'm still me"

"Yea maybe when P is around. After you broke up with Lando, you changed. Not in a good way. I don't even recognize you anymore. Everyone thinks the same. We are extremely worried about you! I don't care what you are saying now but this is true! You are not the same. You are heartless, rude and probably a dickhead"

"Ouch!"

"The truth hurts sometimes. What is happening with you? People are talking about that you party all the time! That's not you! Or maybe a little but not this much! Is this about Fabio?"

"No. He have left me alone now. We have talked so everything is good there"

"Okay that's good but what is it then?"

"I don't know Seb. I'm just maybe trying to move on with my life. I don't know what it is. Maybe trying to forget everything with Lando"

"That's going to be impossible. You two are on the same team. You can't ignore each other"

"But we are or I'm ignoring him. We never see each other except in the garage. I have told Zak that I want meeting alone with him without Lando. So everything is great!"

"But it isn't. You miss him. I can see it on you! You still love him deeply and don't you dare tell me otherwise!"

"But why do you care about my love life?"

"Because I love you kid! I care about you and I'm worried. You are lost without him. You know it deep down also! You guys love each other more than any other couple on this horrible planet! God I hate to see you like this! I promise you that I'm going to stay in your garage next race in two weeks"

"You promise?"

"I promise! But now I have to go and pick up my drunk boyfriend who just texted me. See you in two weeks!"

"Yea see ya!" I said and Sebastian went to pay before he left the bar to go to the party to get Lewis. I just sat there and ordered one more beer while looking through my phone. I went in to Instagram to look through some stores when I saw Luca had posted something about that he was training with Marco and Francesco. So I went in to my contacts and searched up Luca number hoping that he was awake.

"Hello?"
"Hi. Is Oscar"
"What's up Aussie!"
"Not much but when are you guys going to race again? Hope I didn't wake you up"
"God no, I was actually sitting and watching a movie with my wife. We are going to have a race next Sunday. Then we have a race also same weekend as you"
"Okay, can you maybe fix a garage pass so I can come and watch your race?"
"Absolutely! When are you coming?"
"I was thinking Thursday"
"Okay, good. Then we can go out and eat something that night. Do you want to stand in mine, Marco, Jack or Pecco garage?"
"Yours would be fine for me!"
"Okay, see you on Thursday"
"Yea, see ya!" And we hung up. I smiled a little because I missed hanging out with Luca and the other two. So I thought this was a good idea to get Lando and everyone out of my head. So I paid for my beer and left the bar to go to my hotel to get some sleep. I was pretty tired and it felt like my pillow was screaming for me to lay my head on it.

Next week maybe can help me get back to being myself. Just watching some motorcycle race and clear my mind from everything.