ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter thirty five:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"Oscar! Oscar! Wake up! Wake up now!"

"What is it P?"

"I'm hungry and both Charles and Daniel is still asleep! Can you please make me breakfast? I'm really hungry!"

"Of course I can. What do you want to eat?"

"Waffles!"

"Okay! Let's go and make some yummy waffles then!"

"YAY! Can I get chocolate on?"

"Of course you can" I smiled and Penelope jumped in to the kitchen with happiness. She wanted to help me so I let her and after a hour of chaos we finally had some waffles ready to eat. So we sat down and I put some chocolate on her waffles then she started eating. While we were eating I heard that the twins had woken up so I went in to their bedroom room to pick them up. I change their diapers and changed from pajamas to regular clothes we went in to the kitchen to make some food to them that Max had showed me. After I had given them breakfast I put them down on a blanket with some toys so I could continue eating while having a eye on them. After I was done, Penelope laid down next to the twins and I started cleaning the dishes and everything when finally Daniel and Charles had woken up and arrived at the kitchen.

"Good morning to you two"

"Why didn't you wake us up?"

"Because Penelope was hungry and the twins woke up so didn't have time to" I said and sat down on the floor. Daniel just rolled his eyes and picked up Aisha while Charles laid down beside Jack. Penelope was running around while having some dolls in her hands playing that she was a witch that had kidnapped two princesses. I just laughed as I joined her with a male doll that I said was a prince that would save the princesses. But while we were playing, it knocked on the door and all of us looked confused except the twins. Charles got up and went to the door to open it. When he had opened the door, he looked back us and said it was for me so I went up to him to see who it was.

"Logan?"

"What's up dude!"

"What are you doing here?"

"I wonder if I can borrow you for a hour or two if it's okay?"

"Of course you can borrow Oscar" Charles smiled before he went back to the living room. Logan smiled as I put my shoes on and we left the house. Logan told me that we are going for a walk and that he had a surprise for me. I just shrugged and didn't say anything just joined in. After walking for like a half hour we stopped outside of Lando apartment and Lando was standing outside.

"What are we doing here?"

"SURPRISE! You going to talk to Lando and this time you can't walk away. I promise Cisca to help you fix this. Do you remember?!"

"No I don't remember"

"Stop lying mr Oscar Piastri. I know you remember that!" He said while pushing me over to Lando. I tried to stop him but it was impossible so now I was standing almost just inches away from Lando. "Okay! Now you two going to talk so bye" Logan said before he started walking away from us. I turned around to see a evil smile on Logan face before he disappeared around a corner. Then I turned back to Lando who was looking at the ground. So I took a deep breath and one more because I didn't know what to say.

"Did Logan tell you that he had a surprise for you too?" Lando finally says but didn't look at me.

"Yea he did" I said while taking a few steps back from him. "But we don't need to talk if you don't want to. I can just go back to Max place" I said while turning around to start walking away but Lando grabbed my arm so I stopped.

"I want to talk with you" he said and finally looked up at me. "Please don't avoid me and run away from me again" he said now with tears in his eyes. I just nod and gave him a little smile before he let go of my arm.

"Do you want to go for a walk, go in to your apartment or are we just going to stand here?"

"We can go inside and talk" he smiled and we started walking up to his front door. He unlocked the door, walked in and took off our shoes. Then we walked in to the living room and sat down on the couch with space between us. We both took a deep breath before everything went quiet. After sitting in silence for like a hour, Lando took a deep breath again.

"Thank you"

"For what?"

"For making one of my idols to come to one of my races. I really appreciate it"

"It was nothing"

"It wasn't nothing to me. That you did it for me means everything even if we not together anymore. That you did that was the most special thing"

"Okay"

"I'm glad Logan did this or we would never have been talking"

"Okay"

"What is it Oscar. You actually have lost feelings for me or what? You keep everything I gave to you and you also wear it. Now you act like.. I don't know. Is okay everything you can say? You don't actually want to talk with me?"

"Of course I want to talk. It's just that I don't know what to say. I have never stopped liking you! I hate that I broke up with you. I wanted to fix everything. I hate myself because I didn't tell you from the beginning about Fab! I was crying when I opened the box with all the pictures, jewels and hoodie in it because I was missing you so fucking bad. That I regret that I left you. I was just so done with you avoiding me because it was hurting me. I could never focus on my races. You were the only thing that was on my mind. It was driving me crazy" I said while I felt the tears was coming like a waterfall. I felt his arms around me and his lips on my forehead.

"I'm sorry. This should never had happened. We are a mess together but we can't be without each other. I love you so much my dear Oscar. I would do anything to be together with you again. I would give up my career if I needed to" he said before he kissed my forehead and we hugged tightly. We sat for like two hours just hugging each other tight. After that we continued talking for like 3 hours to talk everything through. Then I don't know how but we kissed.

God I have missed those sweet soft lips against mine.

"Oscar"

"Yea?"

"Can you give our relationship one more chance?"

"I can" I smiled before I kissed him. Then somehow he was sitting on my lap and our tongues was searching for each other. My hands went under his hoodie to feel his body. Then I slowly started taking off his hoodie and when it was off, he took off mine. I grabbed his ass, lift him up and moved to the bedroom while we still were kissing passionately. I laid him down on the bed and put myself on top of him. We continue kissing for like a hour before he rolled me over so he was on top before he started to move down on me with his lips.

This is where I belong. I belong with him! Can I just forget everything and start over. Is him and I against the world!