ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter twenty three:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"OSCAR!"

"LUCA!"

"God I have missed you man! I have to fix so I can come to one of your races! You own me a garage pass!"

"I can promise you I can fix one for you if you ever have time to watch me race"

"Good, now I hope you race one weekend when I doesn't have a race! I really want to see how your race weekend is. I'm want to be your wag for a weekend. You are my wag this weekend because my wife had work to do so she couldn't come"

"Okay, I'm going to take so many pictures of you then" I smiled before me and him burst into laughter.

"I'm glad to see you again actually. When I heard the news that you and Lando broke up, I got so damn worried about you. But when you called me I could finally breathe out. I actually have something for you!"

"Okay? What is it?"

"A VR46 t-shirt! It's all yours now with this amazing bucket hat I found at a store! I thought it matched. Look it's black as the shirt and it have some sad faces on. They are neon yellow or green, I don't really know but it's the same color as the t shirt also have. You going to look amazing in this!"

"Thanks Luca, I'm going to wear the t-shirt on Sunday. The bucket hat I'm going to wear every day. I actually going to have a outfit on Saturday that matches with the hat. A neon yellow hoodie and shoes with a black ripped jeans"

"Cool but now we need to get to your hotel room so you can change and leave your bags there before we meet up with Marco and Pecco. They are really excited to see you again. I almost forgot, Jack is also joining us" Luca said while we jumped in to the car. We drove off to the hotel, he parked the car and we got inside. We got to the room and I saw two beds that made me extremely confused.

"Hope you don't mind sharing room with me. I forgot to fix a room for you so I'm just glad that I got two beds in here"

"It's okay, which one is mine?"

"The bed closet to the window if that's okay"

"Of course"

"Good but get changed now. We have to hurry!" He said and I started looking for some good clothes to wear. I chose a hoodie that I had steal from Lando and some light blue jeans to that. Put some perfume on, fixed my hair and we left the hotel. We got to the restaurant and saw that everyone was waiting for us so we walked up to them. After we had said hi to each other we went in to the restaurant and Luca had reserved a table for us. When we finally sat down, had ordered food and drinks we started talking about their race on Sunday. Everyone was excited that I was here to watch them race.

"I didn't know you liked pink Oscar"

"I don't, why?"

"You have a pink hoodie with a yellow smiley on you"

"Oh yea, this isn't mine"

"Who is it then?"

"Lando" I said while I could feel I got a big lump in my throat and stomach. It felt like knives and it hurt so much to say his name. My eyes started tearing up and I could feel Marco hand on my shoulder.

"You still love him, don't you?" Jack said but I didn't answer instead I just let my tears fall because I knew it was true. I knew deep down that I wanted Lando back and that's why I kept his hoodie or more like three of his hoodies. The neon yellow one I'm going to have Saturday was his. We sat there in silence until the food came and Marco changed the subject. After the dinner, Luca went to pay and we left the restaurant. But I told them I wanted to be alone for a while and thankfully they understand that. So they left and I started walking around in the city trying to calm me down. After 20 of walking I sat down on a bench and someone sat beside me. I thought it was Luca who came back to check on me but it wasn't him.