ℒ 𝒐𝒓 𝙵 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐

Chapter six:)

Warning! In this story it can be very sexual, mental health, eating disorders, self harm, really bad behavior and words.

"Lando!"

"BABY!"

"I have missed you so much"

"I have missed you too my boyfriend! Let's just be me and you tonight now when I surprise you with that I came one day earlier"

"I would never say no to that! What do you have in mind?"

"You have to wait to tonight! But I think it have to wait until tomorrow morning. Probably we are not going to be able to be alone if I know our friends right"

"Okay" I smiled before I gave him a long soft and sweet kiss on the lips and he had his hands around my waist. In a moment I completely forgot that we were at Max place because Lando and Max would pick me and my things up. So Max took my things and Lando took my hand and all three of us walked out to the car after Max had locked the door. We drove off to Lando place, Max parked the car and we walked in to the apartment. Me and Lando dropped everything in his bedroom and then after, we sat down on the couch and chilled. Max search up the tv console and turn on the tv while Lando ordered some food to eat. I just looked at my phone because I got message before.

-Where are you guys?
-At Lando place
-Can me and Freddy join?
-Can ask

I turned to Lando and asked if they could come. Lando took my phone with a smile on his face and started writing. When he was done he gave me back my phone and grabbed me to pull me in to his lap so I was laying in his arms now. He kissed my neck and I laid down my head on his shoulder while my back was on his chest. After like 20 minutes the food arrived and 10 minutes after that Logan and Frederik showed up. Me, Max and Lando was eating while Logan and Frederik was telling jokes and stealing food from us. After we were done and had cleaned after us. Logan came up with the idea that we should take a walk and I would be in the middle with Max and Lando beside me while Frederik would walk in front of me and Logan behind me. I just smiled and said that no need to do that. Everyone nod and we went to put our shoes on and leave. It was beautiful evening and people was walking around talking to each other while looking at some amazing cars. Lando was holding my hand and Logan was holding Frederik hand so Max was looking like the fifth wheel with us because he was looking pretty lonely. But he was taking pictures of us, of the beautiful city and the cars.

"Are the pictures good that you are taking?"

"Yes! I can show you later Oscar"

"It would be nice" I smiled and Max smiled back while I let go of Lando hand to take a picture of the group while they were walking. After a while we went in to a bar, ordered some drinks and I went to the bathroom. But when I just took one foot inside of the bathroom someone came from behind, covering my mouth and dragged me in to a bathroom stall. After a while he turned me around still covering my mouth and when I saw who it was my heart stopped. I tried pushing him away but he was fast with putting my hands together behind my back and tied them up while covering my mouth with something so I couldn't scream. Then I felt how my underwear and jeans disappeared from my body. Few minutes later my eyes started watering and everything went blurry.

PLEASE STOP! IT HURTS! PLEASE STOP FABIO! IT FUCKING HURTS!

"God I have missed your body mon amour! I love you so much. Please forgive me for everything that have happened in the past. I didn't love him because I'm in love with you my beautiful Oscar" he said while going faster and faster. After a while he came inside of me and cleaned up after him. Before he untied my hands he took away the thing that covered my mouth and started kissing me while one of his hands was grabbing my hips and the other one was holding my throat but somehow I bite his lips pretty badly so he back away from me bleeding from his lips.

"WHAT THE FUCK OSCAR!"

"Please just leave me alone!" I said while the tears were rolling down my face like a waterfall. Somehow I could untie myself, get dressed and ran away from him up to the bar. I ordered two shots and took them immediately before I ordered a strong drink, wiped away the tears while taking few deep breaths before I went up to the table there my friends was sitting, I act like nothing had happened. The rest of the night I drank so much that I blacked out. The next day I panicked when I woke up in a bed but calm down next second when I saw Lando sleeping next to me peacefully on his stomach. So I kissed his shoulder and went back to sleep. I woke up later in Lando arms and his chest against my back and his face was buried in my neck. I tried to turn around without waking him up but I failed. He started smiling and hugging me tightly.

"Good morning baby"

"Good morning Lan" I said and kissed his forehead. He opened one eye but he had stopped smiling. He slowly sat up and made me sit in his lap while I laid my back on his chest and my head on his shoulder. He slowly rubbed over my arms while he kissed my shoulder.

"I thought you had stopped" he said in a low and sad voice.

"I can't stop. Everything is to much at the moment" I answered while closing my eyes to stop the tears. He gave me a kiss on the neck and took a deep breath.

"It's okay to cry my love. I still love you" he said and I let the tears fall down my cheeks. He was holding me tight while his lips was resting on my shoulder and his touch was feeling like home. I just wanted to stay in bed in his arms and forget about everything in this world. In his arms was my safe place to be. It was like nothing would hurt me when I was laying on his chest while his lips was touching my body.

I should tell him! I should tell him what Fabio did! But I can't! I'm to scared and disgusted about it!

"Oscar! You are starting to panic. Try to breathe" his calmed voice says while one of his hands on my forehead and the other one was I holding with both hands. His calm breathing was the only thing I was focusing on and after few minutes my breathing was matching his. After we had sitting in silence for a while and I could feel that he was worried about something. So I turned around in his lap to face him.

"What is it Lando? I can feel you are worried"

"You have bruises"

"What?"

"On your hips" he said while looking me in the eyes. I slowly looked down on my hips and see the bruises that were like fingerprints from Fabio. I looked fast up again and put my hands on his cheeks and smiled.

"It's nothing. I'm just a little bit clumsy"

"Does it hurts" he said while touching the bruises gently.

"No it doesn't" I smiled.

That's a big fat lie. It hurts so damn much!

He nod and push me so I fell on my back in to the bed and then he started kissing my bruises slowly with his sweet soft lips. But it hurts so damn much that I started shaking because of the pain and some tears was falling from my eyes.

"It does hurt!" He said after he immediately stopped kissing it because how I reacted. He took my hand and help me sit up again in front of him so I moved so I was sitting in his lap again while his hand was still holding mine. My forehead was resting on his and I had stopped crying and my cheeks started to become dry. We sat like that for like 20 minutes before he moved his head to get a better look in to my eyes. I let go of his hands and put my hands on his cheeks.

"I don't care that it hurts. I want to feel your lips on my body" I said honestly. He smiled and started kissing my throat while pulling me closer to his body.

This is good! This is right! This is what I meant to be! This is what love would feels like! Nothing else!